Thoughts towards Myself

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You didn't do anything today. Again.
Nothing important. Again.
Just like you do every day, useless.
You are nothing to the world and until you wake up from the sad little fantasy land you are trying to live in,
you are always just going to be another extra in your own gosh da** film.
You don't think people notice you. Because you ignore the glances.
You think nothing of the way people avoid eye contact from your hollowed out, soulless, sad eyes.
You have no expression.
People don't fear you in a way of feeling like your prey they fear you as though you are the desease they don't want to have to risk absorbing just to give you their spare change.
Because you're a free loader.
You do nothing, so when you do all it is is begging and complaining about how your life is apparently "soo much worse" than everyone else's.
You need to get the f**k  up, and start going or you're going to be left behind.
Everyone else is tired of dragging you with them.
Stop being just more f**king work for them and start having gosh damn work for yourself.

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