floating thoughts: poems & quotes of a bookworm

Let It Go

I've never been good enough.
Everything I did, was never good enough.
Nothing has ever been good enough.

I always had to push harder to make you notice me.
But you didn't notice.
You never notice.

You never wonder how I feel.
You never think about how I feel.
About how I might feel.

You don't care.
You don't care about how I feel.
You don't care about me.

So maybe I'm tired.
Maybe I'm tired of trying to be good enough.
Maybe I'm tired of trying to get you to notice me.
Maybe I'm tired of feeling what I feel.
Maybe I'm tired of you not caring.
Maybe I'm tired of everything.
Maybe I just want to...

Let it go.

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Dedicated to @Juultje2020.