Ilalagay ko lang dito ang sinulat ko noong January 21:
"I was depressed and wanted someone to just listen to me. No one genuinely wants to so I handled my depression by myself.
I smile and laugh a lot now but the pain is still there. That itchy feeling to cut myself is still there. The negative thoughts, the unecessary insecurities.
My depression is not gone. It's still here, looming its shadow behind my back, waiting for me to fall down and then it'll attack."
Hindi talaga ako tatantanan nito e.
I may have forgotten it for a while. Parang nilagay ko sa isang box at isinantabi sa kung saan. Pero nariyan pa rin.
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The Depths of Depression
Non-FictionWhat is depression? Paano mo malalaman kapag ika'y lalamunin na ng depresyon? How to cope with depression? Paano nga ba talaga? Mga rants ba to? Yeah, I guess. But one thing is clear. It's about my horrible journey with depression. At nakisali pa s...
