Úlfheónar & Støkka // RANDOMNESS 2.0

They Ded (accidental rant...)

So, at Christmas, my two YOUNGER siblings got the first pets of anyone in the family. My sister got a hamster named Oreo (I call it Charlie because it bites everyone) and my brother got one called Brooklyn. Now, neither of my siblings are very responsible, but Brooklyn was just the sweetest, most lovable hamster I'd ever seen. My brother, like with the snake, has a habit of dropping things, and that's how they die. They bleed in the mouth because their head took too much trauma, then they die within hours. My brother just walked into my room with the hamster in his hands and my youngest sister (I have two sisters, one half-sister) came in proclaiming "*real name* is gonna be really sad."
Then they told me she died. My poor brother looks devastated, but this is what I warned him about. I didn't think either of them should've got a pet, because Oreo is not gonna live much longer either, lemme tell you that. That thing spends almost 20 hours curled up in a tiny corner of her cage and only is active for 4 hours eating a very small amount and BULLSHIT CHILD, MOM LETS YOU CALL

I'm sorry. My sister, I can hear her bawling to my father about how Mom "never let's her call him to check on the hamster" and stupid stuff. I KNOW she does because I'm the one who monitors the freaking conversation half the time! Seriously. Because of things the children have said when they're mad (the majority of the times they ask to call, they had just got in trouble or are angry at the rest of us) have caused my mother to get investigated by the CPS in *state name*. I've been pulled out of school twice and asked about safety and punishment and it's a fucking terrifying thing when your angry siblings tell them things that make it seem like Mom won't keep them safe, and having a homophobic, child-stalking, guiltless, sociopath raise children is a better idea. That's why I broke down in November/Other months, idk. My mom said that they were seriously considering removing us from the home. Why isn't HE getting investigated?! It's fucking abuse, and they're tempted to make us live her full time?! If there was a single LOGICAL adult in this god damn world who would listen to a child who apparently 'has no idea what's going on in the situation' even though she's living the f-ing consequences! then please tell CPS to quit doing a shit job. My situation isn't even the world one that they're failing to take care of. My mom has shown me terrible, terrible stories. They're not going to help - they're not TRYING to help, so I have to do it all on my own. So I'm sorry if I seem a bit rash or detached, I'm stressed as hell whenever I'm down here. Stressed, depressed, anxious, sick. And on top of that, going to church at a cult. -_-
I apologise for anything rude or irritational I've done or will do during the time between 2:30 pm Friday and 7:00 pm today.

Anyhow... The hamster's dead :/