My chosen one

Justin's present and the finding out of my secret admirer

It was a green bracelet with the letters l, o, v and e on it.

'May i, he asked.

'Yeah sure, i replied producing my hand so he could put it on for me.

'It's beautiful Justin, thanks, i said given him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. I should have known then, i should have guessed it. The next thing he told me took me by surprise.

'I don't know how to say this but i've got to somehow, he said, i love you he continued to say. Ofcourse i stood there looking at him, wondering what was wrong with him cause i was with his brother. Takiing the advantage of my silence he continued, you know them love letters you've been getting, they were from me, he said and this time i had to speak.

'Really was all i could manage.

'I'm really sorry, if i scared you, he continued to say coming closer. For some weird reason i couldn't move, i stood as he got close.

'Did you really mean them things you wrote, i asked.

'Yes,  he rplied.

'How comes you stopped sending them then, i asked wanting to know why.

'I don't know he replied sounding a bit sad. Guess cause of Aidan, he continued to say. He leaned in then and i should probably have moved, i should have walked back in but all i thought was wrong, i thought he was going to kiss my cheek, he kissed me on the lip, a soft touch and then Aidan appeared out of no where.

'Justin what are you doing? he asked sounding angry, i've never seen him that angry ever, he's always calm, like that day the waiter was flirting with me and the Taylor thing.

'Aidan, i said but nothing else came out. He ignored me.

'I told you to stay way Justin, i warned you and now, you go and kiss her, he said. The words played over in my head

'I told you to stay away, i warned you.

'Aidan, i said stepping closer to him, what did you just say, i asked. I know he knew his brother wrote them letters, ofcourse he could tell by the handwriting and he didn't think of it to tell me but to warn his brother to stay away from me. I can't believe that he lied to me all this while, i was getting paranoid of the whole love letter thing. He told me i'd be okay cause he knew what he was going to do.

'I'm sorry baby girl for not telling you, he said.

'You wanna know why i didn't stay away Aidan, cause i couldn't, i can't i love her Justin said from behind me.

' How can you say that Justin, i'm with her, Aidan replied stepping pass me. This was seriously bad. I couldn't just stand there and watch them get at each other over me. I stepped between them as they continued throwing punches at each other using words.

'Stop this you two, i screamed out as loud as i could seeing as i was fighting tears back. They stopped talking both looking at me. I walked to the chair to sit down and well guess that was the wrong move cause they were off again, this time literally fighting. I can't believe this a while ago we were all happy having fun and now this. The main reason why they weren't fighting was because i was in between them. I did what i could to separate them and eventually they stopped; Aidan's lip was bleeding now and Justin had a black eye.

'Oh my days, you'll kill each other because of me , i'm just a girl okay guys, and Aidan why would you fight your brother over me, I................ I stopped not knowing what to say. I don't want any of you coming close to me  anymore, none of you touch me, not even you Aidan, you lied to you me as i continued to talk Alexis came out looking for us and she stopped as soon as she saw the sight of the boys.

'What on earth, she said coming close to me and wrapping an arm around me cause i was crying by now.

'Okay you two better start talking or else, Alexis said holding me as i cried. None of them spoke.

'I'm going to the ladies, i said unwrapping myself from her hug and walking back inside as she tried to find out what happened from the boys. The others saw me come in and asked why i was crying, i didn't tell them though, i went straight to the ladies and not long after that Ashley came in.

'Sarah, you okay, she asked.

'Yes, i replied.

'I can't believe what just happened, i know what happened don't worry, she said. I'm sorry, she continued to say. By the way Alexis wants you. I unlocked the door and walked out to be embraced by Ashley. I cleaned myself and walked back out with her through the party which was still in full swing and walked to the other room where Alexis was with the boys. I didn't look at them as i walked to Alexis.

'You've got to help with their injuries, they can't go back to the party looking like this, she said. I was going to say serves them right but i didn't. She handed me a  first aid kit from one of the securities. I didn't know who to do first, i did Aidan's first. He sat in a chair at the far side away from Justin who had his head in his hand. I gently claened the blood from his lip with cotton buds and then put some disinfectant on it without saying a word and nor did he. He knows he'd hurt me. Next i did Justin's, cleaning his eye gently. At first he wouldn't let me but then he did. After i'd finshed i handed the first aid kit back to Alexis and was about to go when Aidan spoke.

'Can i please talk to you Sarah, he said. We waited whiles the others stepped out. I stood where i was and so did he.

'I'm really sorry, i didn't mean not to tell you, he said looking straight at me.

'I can't believe you'd do that tough Aidan, and beat your brother up too, i replied.

'I can't tell you how sorry i am and now because of this i've ruined the party for you, i'm sorry, he said again stepping closer but he wouldn't touch me cause i told him not to. That's something that i like about him, he'll do as you tell him.

'Is that it then, are we over, he asked. I didn't know.

'I need a break, i replied stepping closer to him and given him a kiss cause i couldn't go to bed having  a kiss from his brother. I walked out back to the party. We stayed for a while even though i'm certain none of us three wanted to. The party was over at around 2.00am and when we got home, me and Alexis, i went to bed after getting ready. As i got into bed though i had a problem;Aidan's necklace was still around my neck and Justin's bracelet on my wrist. I couldn't bring myself to take them off so i went to bed with them on.

I can't believe it you know, the day started all good and look how its ended. By the time, i went to bed, i had twenty messages from both Aidan and Justin telling me they were sorry. I put my phone on silent and threw it some where, i'll have to look for it in the morning. I'm trying to sleep yeah but i can't, i close my eyes and all i see is them two fighting. I can't believe Justin loves me, seriously and how can Aidan lie to me like that, i thought we told each other everything, well i guess not. He knew how badly i wanted to know who the person was, i don't think i'd be in a hurry to know now that i do know who it is. I turned around on my bed and that was the wrong move cause,i was now looking at my collage and like the pictures of Aidan and Justin stood out and too much memories came flooding back. I'm not going to cry, no, i kept saying to myself but too late cause the tears are already rolling down my cheeks.