Dead Psycho (completed)

Museum

We managed to make it to the museum it was an hour walk away but we didn't get to talk much since there was quite a few zombies running about. When we got the museum it was pretty dark. I looked around and managed to find a lamp. There were 2 couches in the center so I decided to put the lamp in the center and that would be our spot. "I think your clothes are dry if you wanna change" I said as I set them down and began to look around. As I was walking around I managed to find a samurai sword...I couldn't believe it "hey Lola check this out" I said I turned around to show her the sword and I noticed she was half unchanged, I quickly turned " I'm sorry....I didn't notice you were" I said she was silent for a moment then she began to luagh. "It's ok you can turn around now" Lola said "ok here check this out" I said handing her the sword. She looked at it and began to smile then suddenly she began to look sad....she sat on the floor and didn't move "you don't like it?" I asked "no I do it's just...." Lola said "does it have to do with...what happened on the bridge....must have been something pretty serious" I said Lola looked away like she was trying to decide her next words, which was something I have never seen before in her "I just wanna talk about it...you brought it up after all" Lola said I leaned in close "I'm here for you I'll listen" I said "I started thinking about it...the feeling.......remember how you asked me a while back if  I ever had a crush on someone" Lola said "yeah..I'm sorry that was a bit out of line" I said "no no it's ok....who hasn't had a crush.....I didn't tell how I felt....I didn't believe that I should be allowed to do so...." Lola said "why not...you can have anyone you wanted" I said "....even if he knew who I really was.....a murdered" Lola said I began to get a weird feeling at this moment "...we've all done bad things it's not the what but the why that matters" I said "a man attacked me at night.....I had my training sword so naturally I fended him off....I broke his leg and a few ribs...." Lola said "well what's so bad about that he had it coming....and he didn't die" I said "you don't understand....I enjoyed it....once I started hitting him....I couldn't stop....letting the rage out....it was thrilling....once I knew I was in control I felt calm....then once I had him....I fought back.....I didn't stop hitting him till he was nearly dead....it was bliss, absolute total pleasure....that's me! That's who I am!...can't you see! The feeling of having control over someone else's life I loved it! Do you think anyone who feels that way deserves love!" Lola said with a bit of a psychotic look in her eyes "well then I don't deserve love either" I said just the Lola snapped out of it "wh-what?" Lola said "you and I aren't so different....my entire life...I wished to have that feeling...I always knew that's what I wanted....but...I could never find it....I wished for this...for an apocalypse like this..,I understood what I would loose but I never cared and well....i haven't changed a bit since this started...I killed Reize a man I trusted without hesitation....you know the barbed wire on my bat...I put it there just for him...at no point in my mind did I feel remorse....I enjoyed it!....and even after it happened I didn't feel sad or remeosful... I wanted more!...you see your not so different from me....and if this person can't love you for who you are....then well he doesn't deserve you" I said Lola looked surprised at first...there was a moment of silence then I looked down...and I hadn't even noticed that I grabbed her hand...I looked back up at her...her eyes seemed to sparkle in the lamp light....we then both leaned in and began to kiss. I pulled her against me and it it was one of the most amazing feelings I've ever had "I want all of you....I have for so long" Lola said "so I wasn't the only one who felt that way" I said as I began to take off her clothes and feel her body against me. We worked our way from the floor to the couch. And we worked our way from shirtless to completely naked. "Oh Lola" I let slip out as we made out. We rubbed against each other until finally neither of us could take it anymore, "do I need to be careful or-" I was cut off "don't worry I'm on the pill" Lola said in between moans. The whole thing was amazing not just the fact that I was inside her but all of it...our bodies were attracted to each other like magnets...we never wanted to part lips for a moment...just feeling her curves was amazing...but what made it all that much better is the fact that I didn't feel like I needed to hide who I was.....she accepted me and I accepted her..."oh Justin" she said as she clawed my back and I went deeper inside her...I then moved my lips to her neck and then to her breasts which were just as amazing as I had thought. I felt myself reaching my climax and just as I did Lola said "I want all of you" as if to give me permission to let it out...when I did she also climaxed...a little part of me was worried we were being a little to loud but I honestly didn't care...I'm not really the clingy type but I honestly can say I felt like she was all that mattered. When we were done we cuddled on the couch and at one point Lola looked at me with her amazing blue almost purple eyes and I saw them tear up...but not with sadness but joy. I ran my hand through her hair and kissed her. "I never want this to end" Lola said "neither do I" I said.....