Before I even started, I started to cry. I couldn't look up at him either. He seen how hard it was for me so he got down next to me and embraced me. He said "i'm sorry to be so harsh but this is not acceptable ... So, please... Tell me why". Rocking my curled up body like a baby I nodded. I try to say what was the matter but the tears rolling down my face made it almost impossible for me to say anything. When seeing me troubled eduardo said "it's okay don't push yourself take your time". I looked up at him seeing him with gentle eyes and cryed even more. Having enough with my shit he took me to the nurse knowing i'd have trouble doing my school work. Some how they let me go home and eduardo ditched. I never went home not knowing what trouble lied ahead. So we went to a park that no one really visited. We sat down at one of the benches and he kept staring at me, just waiting saying "well!". After what seemed like eternity I gave in. I told him about my brother and dad and not having my mother around and how that took an even bigger toll on the bullying. Saying that's why I never let him come to my house even though how much he wanted to. By the end I was crying out more then ever. After that I still ended up cutting myself but he knew why but still tryed to stop me. And some how I stopped thanks to eduardo and just wrote or drew pictures to release my feelings keeping it mine and eduardo's secret
