Promise

Eighteen

It has been a few weeks now that I have been staying in Harry's room. My window was fixed, but he still insisted that I stayed with him. I wasn't about to cause an argument over it though, I don't want to make him mad. I barely even notice him anyway. Most nights I go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. 

Harry has been way more protective too. When he leaves, he leaves me with more than one person. I haven't seen Alex since, but I'm not complaining. Whenever anyone catches me looking out a window, they quickly move me away from it, and tell me to not do that. I don't know what's so wrong with looking out a window. It isn't like something bad will happen considering how much people watch me. 

I really miss Ellie. I think she is a little crazy but it was nice being able to talk to someone. I can't believe she fell in love with her kidnapper. I wonder if she was taken away from her family too. I don't know, I need to stop thinking. It is killing me. I hate being stuck in this house all the time with no one to talk to. 

I know I'm going to get in trouble for this, but I don't care. I am currently standing in front of the window, watching as the sun sets. I miss being able to go outside. I miss the fresh air, and the soft grass. I miss the freedom. 

"Rosalee, how many times do I have to tell you to get away from the window." I turned around to see Harry looking at me like I was a child. I shrugged my shoulders while turning back around. 

"I miss it, I feel like I'm suffocating in this house." I admitted to Harry. I listened as he sighed and slowly walked up behind me. He grabbed my hand and spun me around. 

"Come on." He held onto my hand and led me outside and into his car. Once he got buckled he started the engine before taking off down the driveway. 

"W-Where are you taking m-me?" 

"Calm down Rosalee. You'll see soon." He placed his hand on my knee while he continued to watch the road. 

His face was so beautiful. I can't deny that he is the best looking man that I have ever seen. His skin was tanned perfectly, and his eyes glowed the brightest green ever. Well, when he wasn't angry that is. 

I looked down at his smooth hand resting on my knee. It felt nice, but I shouldn't feel this way. I hate to admit it but Harry makes me feel safer. He is always there comforting me when something happens. He claims that he is protecting me, but he won't tell me why. 

Harry makes me feel weird. He has been so gentle with me recently, and when he is close to me I don't want him to leave. But I can't feel this way. It's wrong Rosalee. But as much as I try to tell myself that I can't trust Harry, he always comes in and makes me want to think otherwise. 

I looked up from Harry's hand as I felt the car coming to a stop. We were at an open field. Harry came around to open my door. He grabbed my hand again as he walked me into the field a little ways. He laid out a blanket for us. He laid down on his back, and patted the spot next to him. I didn't hesitate to join him. I looked up at the sky and watched the sun turn the sky into the most beautiful thing on Earth. 

"I hope you like this. I used to come here to think sometimes. I thought this would help in getting you out of the house for a little bit." Harry said while he propped himself on his elbow and looked down at me. 

"Yeah, this is nice. Thank you Harry." I smiled at Harry. I smiled for the first time in a long time. And it felt really good. For once I didn't feel like I was trapped. 

I looked over at Harry when I noticed him starring at me. His eyebrows were furrowed together as he looked down at me. 

"What's wrong?" I asked.