Crazy to think us and GOT7 being on the same flight, right? We all took up the entire first class. Unfortunately I did have to sit next to, yep you guessed it, Josh. I had to sit next to him. Didn't even know I was going to until we got on or I would have changed outfits. Nope I was still wearing that same outfit.
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I tried to keep my mind off his hand on my thigh. I literally thought of anything. Even the plane crashing and burning. I could still feel his cold fingers on the inside of my thigh. I couldn't look at him it was horrible.
"Move your hand." I told him quitely but he completely ignored me. What is wrong with him? Why does do this?
"Joshua, please move your hand off me." I asked him again but he didn't care. I felt so trapped. I had a window seat so he could block me from moving. I'm already claustrophobic, now he is added to it.
I felt my nerves shaking inside me. This was not a good situation. I'm alone with him no one can do anything. I'm all alone. As the plane took off his hand 'accidentally' slipped up my thigh. I felt silent tears fall as he slowly touched further up my leg. I just looked out the window listening to Serendipity. Just hearing Jimin's voice made me feel better. Until Josh dug his fingers into my thigh. His nails burning my skin. This I did not miss this. I wanted to scream it hurt so bad but I couldn't. I couldn't cause a scene not on an airplane. It's just 2 hours to Seoul. That's all I just need to listen music and bite my tounge. So I stared out the window as he clawed at my leg tearing my skin with his nails (more like claws).
Finally after crying for hours in pain we landed. I immediately tore his hand from me. Once we were able I grabbed my carry on and left. I didn't wait for anyone or talk. I just rushed off the plane and away from him. Once I was out I waited for my friends.
Not noticing the blood down my leg. It wasn't until Jackson saw me that I knew. He made a crewed joke about me starting my period. I sat down lifting my dress slightly, exposing the marks. He had clawed at me so bad I was bleeding from the cuts. I didn't know.
Jackson saw the real cause and freaked out. He ran over to me. He was so sweet but this is nothing. Just a few small cuts. Put a bandaid on it and it will be fine. He helped wipe the blood up. Then I heard Jimin coming. I put my dress back down like nothing was wrong.
"Please don't say anything." I begged Jackson. He looked horrified.
"But..." He didn't get a chance to say anything else. Jimin ran up to me. He picked me up. He searched me for distress. I tried not show any but did. Even Jackson showed some upsetting feelings.
"I'm so sorry. I didn't keep my promise." He was so upset. I touched his cheek softly.
"I'm fine see. He didn't lay a hand on me." I lied trying to protect his heart. He would be devastated if he knew. And he might try to confront Josh. Josh would destroy him.
"Why were you crying?" He asked and I wasn't going to lie.
"Josh wouldn't switch seats and I am claustrophobic. So I freaked out about the close space. But he did nothing to me." I guess I did lie about one thing. I knew it was wrong but I tried to protect him. Thankfully he was sort of convinced.
"I'm gonna tell him. He has to know." Jackson spoke Shanghainese.
"You can't. He doesn't need to know. None of them need to know." I matched his dialect.
"Let's go." Jimin decided before Josh could come out.
We all left. Turns out us three are staying at the dorm. Jin drove us to the house. I shared a room with Jimin and V. While Shaz roomed with Jungkook and Namjoon. And Tay was with Jhope and Suga. It will be an interesting week.
**Time Skip*** We just got the tour. It was a lovely home. It has four Bedrooms and two bathrooms. It has an office and two recording studios. Then a bomb proof basement. That is fully stocked with MREs and water. There is enough for 10 for one year.
We all went to bed. It had been a long day. I surprised Jimin when I openly changed in the room. He covered me but I just took off my dress and slipped a nightgown on. I took off my bra from under my clothes. Jimin and V shared a bed and let me take one. I layed down falling asleep easy.
**Time Skip** Next day it's our last day before the concert. So its a practice day. I was the first one up today. I decided to take a shower. I grabbed a towel and my clothes. I left the room not waking anyone up. The bathroom was small but functional. According to Jin this was the only one with a tub. I turned on the shower. I undressed revealing the bandaids on my leg. I slowly removed them and cleaned the cuts. I then got in my cold shower. I washed my hair, face and body thoroughly. I suddenly felt a rush of emotions. I collapsed in the bottom of the tub sobbing.
I am a famous taekwon-do champion and dance choreographer. Now I'm just some pathetic peice of ass. He thinks its okay to just push me around. I guess sexual harassment is something I have to just deal with. For 5 fucking months. The way it looks he's never leaving this tour. I thought I could get some time away from him. Now this is happening.
Ring.... Ring.... Riiiinnnnng..........
Damn it my phone was ringing. I turned off the water and answered it. Of course it was Joshua.
"Hey you're late for our meeting. It's okay though. Just hurry here. It's at BigHit studios. Meet in the 3rd dance studio. I texted the address. Hurry up." He was so calm yet clearly annoyed. I rushed getting dressed. Didn't even do my makeup or really hair.
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This is gonna suck. I left a note on the counter that I had an executive meeting to go to at BigHit studios. Then left.
