I was dying looking at her like this. I saw the bruise on her left side. It was huge. She was bleeding. And now you can see a bruise forming over her face. What the hell happened? I know she won't tell me. Maybe she'll tell Shaz or Tay. She has to talk to someone. She has so much held inside. It's going to tear her apart. I decided to help her clean up I got some towels and cleaned her wounds. She held back tears, it was hard to watch. No one said anything. I gave her my favorite sweatshirt to change into knowing she won't want to show that bruise to the dancers. I also gave her my extra shorts. I bandaged her leg up before she changed. It was sickening looking at her like this. She had a massive bruise on her face. It killed me. I wanted to kill him but couldn't get myself to leave her.
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All I wanted to do was make her safe and smile. Always I always want to keep her smiling. But I've failed her now. She's hurt again and I wasn't there. Again I couldn't keep her safe.
When I wasn't she touched my face gently. Her hand was calm and soft. I looked in her eyes. She knew what I was thinking.
"It's better now. Thank you." She smiled weak. She tried to walk to me but was weak. She stumbled into my arms.
"When did you eat last?" I asked knowing it's been awhile. She needs to stop this.
"Three days, including today." She admitted ashamed. I pulled her into a hug. Why does she do this to me?
"Please, I'm fine." She promised but it was a lie.
"If you don't eat today I'm having you pulled." I decided it was time to put my foot down. I care about her, this is too much.
"What? Pull me? No, I have to dance." She looked like she might cry. I'm sorry to do this.
"Please eat." I begged sad I can't watch her do this. It hurts too much.
"Kimchi?" She decided and I ordered it.
**Time Skip** Y/n pov
I stared at the food Jimin bought me. What was the problem? I couldn't bring myself to take a bite. I knew I needed to but thinking about it made me sick. I felt him looking at me. I knew this must be hard for him. Just a year ago he went through this too.
"I relapsed a month before we reunited." He surprised me. It was that recent for him?
"I'm sorry." I forced myself to take a bite. It felt wrong, gross even.
"What happened?" I asked curious. Though it's not my business.
"I was told I gained weight. Yeah, great news. I thought I'd diet and up the exercise. But it got out of hand again. It took Suga and Taehyung to knock me out of it." He explained to me ashamed.
"Can I tell you a secret? No one knows." I asked nervous. He nodded anxious.
"You swear never to tell anyone?" I got serious. This was something I've never told anyone.
