Love Or Lust(Lesbian Story)

part 5

"how"

She whispers to me. I know she knows how,she just wants me to tell her.

I let out a breath through my nose.

All I want is to make her happy.

All I want is her to smile every day because of me.

All I want is her to open up to me fully.

All I want is..her

"Allow me"

I tell her in the same low tone. I step closer to her.

She locks her eyes on mine

"Allow me to make you happy "

I finished off .

She looked unsure but I could that when she looked at me ,she had a spark in her eyes,one that I'm sure I have whenever I'm around her. One that I'm sure I have everytime I see her.

Why can't she just accept my proposal.

What's holding her back?

I need her

I place my finger under her chin and lean in slowly.

Slowly

Making progress towards her lips.

Just as they were about to touch she pulls away.

"I'm sorry- i -i can't "

She steps back runs away from me.

I try to stop her but she's already gone.

I stand there confused . Why did she run? Did I scare her? Did I make her feel uncomfortable?

I found myself growing a bit mad over the situation,I turn and head home . I get home at 8:30 and I make my way into the house.

"I was waiting for you ,for a second i thought you were showering " ,my dad said already ready to go the gym but I didn't feel like replying him ,I just wasn't in the mood of talking.

"Can we go now?" ,I asked as nicely as I could ,my dad frowned at my tone.

"What's wrong?"

I stared blankly at him before turning away. Like I said ,I didn't feel like talking.

"Nothing " I mumbled furrowing my eyebrows and heading to the car . I leaned against it with my arms folded just waiting impatiently for him.

Why is he so slow? Wasn't he the one who said we should go to the gym at 8? It's way past 8 right now.

He finally steps out and makes his way to the driver's side.

He unlocks the car and I get in banging the door shut .

He looks at me for a while before he ignores me too and drives off while I stare outside the window.

We are finally at the gym and we are heading down the usual passage that leads to the other part of the gym. The girls haven't arrived yet so that's a relief to me because I don't want to look at Harmony. I don't think I wanna see her.

If I do I will either feel guilty or angry that she ran off . I have a feeling I was acting too weird around her maybe. Or I was getting too close?

I sat on the bench listening to music before a man stepped in . He wore sports gear that was too tight on his body,he had a big belly and was extremely fleshy and he had a bald head.

He looked around and spotted me . He walked towards me with a smile but I wasn't phased by it at all . What is he smiling at?

He parted his lips to say something but immediately I stopped him.