Dying Without You (Zero Kiryu x Suicidal! Reader)

Drip Drop..

A few weeks later and I was over Zero for the most part. Kaname and I had made our relationship public earning me sad and envious looks from Yuki but overall she was happy for us. Zero, however, glared at Kaname a little harsher than usual. Kaname walked through the rows of girl proudly wanting me to hold on to his arm, though for the fan girls sakes, I simply held his hand as we walked to the classroom.

"Kaname-sama? Do you think Zero and I will ever overcome this and maybe be friends again?" I asked Kaname and sighed when he simply ignored the question as usual. Even Yuki wouldn't answer me when asked that question. Zero wouldn't even speak to me let alone stay within my presence for more than five seconds.

My life without the silverette only got worse. Kaname became extremely abusive and if I attempted to tell someone it got ten times worse. None of the night class students would help me. Whether it was out of fear or just because they had been playing me from the start I didn't want to know. I was too busy putting on a cute little show for Kaname. I refused to sit next to him in class and any of the others for that matter. I could see it: the reason Zeto hated these creatures. They're vile and cunning and overall sadistic assholes.

A few days into the beatings Kaname did something unforgivable. He took the only thing I had left and without my permission at that: my virginity. I went to Cross and demanded I be put back into the day class. I couldn't handle much more. I spilled my guts to Kaien and Toga. Zero walked into the room to find me crying and almost walked back out until he noticed the bite marks all over me that he could recognise anywhere.

"That bastard..." Zero mumbled and slammed the doors open walking out as we all looked at him.

"Z-Zero..." I cried out. "Please come back..." I curled up in the chair I was in that sat before the giddy headmasters desk. A sudden force pulled me out of my chair. My eyes widened as I automatically recognised the comforting arms that wrapped around me.

Zero is hugging me. I thought as I hugged back and buried myself in his school blazer staining it with my salty tears. "You're right Zee. They're vile bloodsucking leeches and every last one of them needs to be destroyed. I'm so sorry Zee. Please forgive me. I didn't understand what I was doing at the time."

"Shh. Its okay, (Y/N). I'm not angry anymore. In fact I never was. Just afraid. I didn't want you to become like them." I could hear it. Zero grinding his teeth together and his heart pounding as the blood lust hit him. He began panting and dropped to his knees with me still in his arms. "Those bite marks are still fresh. What did that beast do to you?" Zero asked gently licking at the inside my wrist if asking my permission. I nodded and sighed as his fangs gently penetrated my skin. I closely watched as a look of disgusted pleasure took over his beautiful features.

And suddenly I felt love mixed with fear and disgust. He was the same as the very beast who had finally cracked me. I was feeding a vampire my blood. I was the same as Zero and Kaname. I was a beast in human form. I was disgusting.

As Zero pulled away I felt my eyes sting as tears welled up in them. I was disgusted in myself for sinking this low. I was strong enough to protect everyone before. Now I was weak and depended on power to protect me. I clenched my fists as more tears rolled down my cheeks. I was pathetic and everyone knew it.

The next few days went smoothly other than Kaname beating me to near death for running out of class without a good excuse. Everyday when the gates would open I would slyly move away from Kaname, pretending to get sucked into the crowd just so I could stand behind Zero unnoticed for the most part. I would whisper all the things Kaname had done to me the previous night in his ear and watch as he grew angrier. At about noon when everyone including the pureblood were asleep I would sneak out with Aido's help and go meet Zero in the stables. It took her a while, but Lily finally got used to me.

That was when Zero and I began getting closer. Soon we were friends again and I would shyly mess with his hair. But soon the became boring and I began putting little bands and clips in his hair. He wouldn't notice until Yuki gave him a weird look. I would giggle and take off running waiting to be tackled and tickled. It was away from everyone else so Zero wasn't embarrassed.

Life was full of light again. I mean I didn't talk to anyone in the night class because they wouldn't even risk anything to help me so I had to risk it all. I made a decision that I knew I would never regret. I moved back into the day class and ignore the way people would gawk and whisper. I was with Zero all the time. It was pure bliss until Yuki began flirting with Zero again.

That's when I decided she had to be taken out... Heh..

THE END

OR IS IT?

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Hello lovelies!!! This is the end of this book, but I might draw it out into a series!! Woo!! Exciting yeah? I'm thinking about in the next book making Reader-Chan into a yandere. And Zero will obviously be the senpai. Comment and tell me what you think? Vote too maybe? You don't have to but it motivates me to write more. Just saying.

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