Unwanted Love

Game Face

It's a new day, I rise once again to prepare for work. Today I'll keep my game face on, I'll have a game plan when I see him, he won't make me feel all stupid in the brain.

I look in my bathroom mirror and I shout " You've got this Kathy, you will not fall in to his charms!"

And I start preparing for the day ahead. Made breakfast while I look through emails, organize my day in my daily planner. Check the doors, grab my keys and I'm out the door.

"So far a smooth morning, not bad Kathy , not bad" I say to myself

I begin my drive to work listening to my favourite songs this morning's pick was Sweater Weather by the Neighbourhood I'm having a great day.

I head to the coffee shop get my cold brew because I'm feeling spontaneous today. With a pep in my step all eyes are on me.

As I'm waiting for my coffee he walks in. In a blue tailored suit and a devilish smile. How can one person be so gorgeous but cruel at the same time? Why do I allow him to affect me in this way ? How does he do it ? Why am I talking to myself ? You will not fall for his charms? Maybe? just a little ?

I whisper under my breath, "I will not fall for his charms!"

I turn my head and I put my game face on. I was ready to take a personal stand I had this in the bag. I take a deep breath and say " Good Morning Mr. Levan , how are you doing this morning?" I hope all is well, i guess I'll just see you in the office," and i head out of the coffee shop and didnt look back.

As I'm outside it dawns on me , I didn't collect my coffee.

uggghhhh!!!

What an Idiot I am. How could I forget that ?

I couldn't turn back now so there I was outside without my cold brew. The day couldn't get worse right ?