romance of life

CHAPTER 4 : Mixed emotions

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POV : AMINA

Today was my last final paper and all my Papers went well ..--. after a result I will be a graduate and then I will find a job  I will give Some amount of money from my celary to mami-may be then she will treat me well---- I will also do my masters privately .-----these Were the plans which I was making to satisfying myself .....:

''Asalam-o- Aalikum Amina" my cousin sister Faiza greeted me and huged me

"Waalikum asalam Faiza Appi how are you" I greeted her back

"Where are you going, come with me its too hot lets go to some cafeteria "she hold my hand and pulled me

''but appi listen to me..... " I tried to stop her but she is not listening me---

she gone the order and held my hand

''are you ok my darling you seemed so pale and thin is your mami behaves well with you "she Stares at me-

"its not like that I had exams and I was so busy in exams to I did not eat well " I lower my gaze because she was still staring at me -.-, -after half an hour I stood up ' 'Please appi I have to go its getting late mami is waiting for me"

"ok Allah Hafiz come to my house someday or when ever you want to come just call me I will send my car to you ..."

we greeted each other and head to my way -----

AS I entered the house mami got angry with me ' 'Where have you been ?I feel hungry and you have no Shame that your mami is a sugar paitent She needs food ontime but no you have more important work then anything else -... now go and make some roti (bread) ----"

'I just ran to the kitchen my eyes starts burning I Want to cry loud but  the problem is here that I cannot empress my feelings and emotions they take it in a wrong way. I let my tears flow .-----

''papa , Mama why you left me here , I feel so lonely here no one takes care of me , no one loves me "I talked to my parents but there is no answer "is there anyone Who Can love me they all are after my parents money ' 'I talked to myself "A person who only Loves me as I am , who touch my heart understand my feelings Ah!! ya Allah forgive me and give me strength I need your forgiveness" .

I put bread (roti) and greavy in a tray and turned to go out "hey!! how are you my sweet heart " Mami's Son Muneer standing in the kitchen door and there is no way to go out "please Muneer bhai(brother) Let me go mami will get angry she is hungry " I lowered my gaze but I can feel that Muneer is staring at me and I feel so encomfortable ' 'Oh ho!! don't call me bhai Several time I told you I am your fiance first say muneer then I will let you go " he smiled ' 'please Muneer bhai" .---"Oh ho!: again first call me only Muneer " -----

''Ammina, Amina!!  where are you I have give you a Small task and you took ages Amina" M ami called me .on hearing this Muneer bhai ran to his room , I thanked Allah and ran to mami ---.-

My days and nights were passing in a routine .-.- getting up at Fajr (morning prayer) after praying Washing the clothes , making breakfast , deeuig dishes , house and cooking etc ---- working working till going to bed at night , after my Graduation mami didn't allow me to study master's or doing job -----She wants me to do house work -----

when I Layed on my-..I have mixed emotions about my future Wheater my aunt will marry her son Muneer with me or someone will come to marry me  and take me with him to his worldr--- " please please Allah send someone I don't want to marry Muneer" I prayed to Allah --

Next morning after washing dishes I went to mami to ask what to cook as I was near the door I heard that MUneer bhai was taking my name and fighting with  Mami - ---. As I heard the words I became frozen ---''Amma (mom) I want to marry Amina I don't want to marry anyone else" Muneer said in anger ---"But beta (son) that girl is very pretty and they are giving us big amount in dowry that girl is belong to a rich family" Mami Said in a low voice "I don't know we already have enough of Amina's property "Muneer said in a firm voice and went out in anger -..--. As he open's the I ran to a corner that he cannot see me ...-.

''oh Allah have mercy on me what is this new problem has started"

Mami started pointing me on my work though she isn't in my favour but after her fight with murder She is now became an enemy .---

"what are you doing Amina ? Why not you finished washing till now? I know Very much  about your kind of girls you always had eyed On Innocent boys and your kind of girls always after boys to get a Chance --.-keep in your mind I will never make your plan to be accomplished .---"mami moves her hand's in the air and taking out her anger on me ..--.

I ran to my room and start crying ' 'Oh my Allah please take me up i cannot bear this blame you know I Am innocent I have no hand in it" I cried till I had strength and don't know when I caught with sleep

I saw my dad and mama siting on a chairs with bright white clothes ...- they were smiling, I ran to them and sit near to their feet and cry loudly "mama, papa please take me with you I feel so lonely here" ---- They both put their hands' on my head one by one as they are blessing me and stands up by saying this" no my child you are not alone we are with you" and papa said" you are my brave child you don't have to cry "and they both turned and walk back to the dark I ran to them but can't reach to them because a thick black cloud came in between us .--- I woke up with a scream my heart was pounding I took deep breaths and feels better As I checked the time it was fajr (morning prayer) time .---.

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