romance of life

CHAPTER 13 : Negative feelings

POV :Zu hair

I was in a shock when I came out from it I felt angry my mom didn't told me about all this and with out my knowledge she fixed my marriage . I don't know about Amina anything only that she is pretty without any dought ..... but mom knew that I Love Judy and want to marry her then why mom fixed the marriage .-.

when we reached Auntie's home I head to my room and looked myself , my head was spinning with headache I took medicine and lay down on my bed ..... I don't know when I slept ... I woke up with the knock on my door

I opened the door mom was standing with a tray --. I turned back and sat on my bed with anger ---

"Zuhair please come and have dinner" she sat on a chair and put the tray on the table.---

"I don't feel hungry" I replied in anger

" but I am hungry and you know I cannot eat without you and you also know that I am a patient as well" mom said in a calm tone

''but mom you know I love Indy and want to marry her then how could you fix my marriage With Amina" I showed my anger

"dear I know everything ----though you are engaged with Amina I allowed you to marry with Judy and I likeJudy but I had a condition but she didn't' agree so after that I have given her a chance to think on it but she is so stubbon she don't even think on it , so on seeing your condition I thought If you got marry with Amina everything will be fine and your father words are not going to be waste and you know Amine is all alone her realitives are after her money they are not taking good care of her" my mom started crying and she put her shawl on my feet and requested me to marry

Amina

''Mom what are you doing take back your shawl ok I will marry her" I hold my mom's hand

my mom cleaned her tears and felt happy

I Agreed to marry only because of my mom otherwise I have no interest in Amina ---- as I agreed my mom start doing shopping for wedding she went to Amina's house for dress selection and for ring - size

though I agreed to marry but from inside I was upset and angry I had no interest in my own wedding.....

mom was so happy and busy with wedding arrangements ..-yesterday she came to me and showed me bridal and groom dresses and  told me about the reception party I was least interested my mom looked at my face and Left the room ---Continous Iy i was trying to contact with Judy to make her agree to be a Muslim but no one is picking up the phone my emotions were disturbed my thoughts became negative about Amina

I was blaming Amina For all the trouble ---

The wedding day has arrived my mom was extreamly happy because I am her only child and she had a dream of my wedding from my childhood .--She came to me and gave me the wedding dress and asked me to get ready --..

''dear this is a new beginning of your life , Amina is going to be a part of your life before you take care of me ,now you have to take case  both of us ..---She is new to our family ,you have to make her comfortable with your Love and affection"Mom looked at me I was making faces.--

"Okdear if you are not agree to marry I will cancel the wedding.- I love my son more than anyone" my mom kissed on my forehead and left the room

I felt so ashamed that I am giving my mom pain ---when ever I need her she is always with me and in return what I am giving her ---- I picked up the dress and get ready to be a groom ..-when I came out from room I felt so embarrassing but when my mom Saw me she was stunned with happiness .--- They all congratulated my mom and me ---my mom hugged me and kissed on my forehead

"I knew my son never let me down"She whispered in my ear ..-.

we all are ready to go on wedding so we head to our cars .---

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