romance of life

CHAPTER16 : my position in His life

POV : Zuhair

As Amina Went to the parlor I felt relaxed ..... I was laying on the bed and thinking about how to handle this situation my mom knocked at the door and came in

'Asalam -o.elikum mom , how are you why not you called me" I hold my mother's hand and make her sit

''Waalikum A-Salam I am fine, I just came to you because I want to know that are you happy , did you like Amina ?" my mom looked into my eyes

''Yes mom Amina is a good person I liked her"I quickly answered her and stood up

"Lets go mom I feel hungry lets eat something" I showed myself hungry and took my mom to the kitchen -. -. my mom laughed , she is satisfied with my answer -..

at the evening I had my so called reception party , we went there little early because we have to receive the guests ..-. Amina and my bhabi has to come directly to the hotel----

I was standing with my cousin brother when his wife came with Amina ----When they entered the door I was stunned Amina looked like a princess of somewhere her long hairs were curled and kept on here Shoulder and few hairs were curled from the front and touching

her neck .... her dress was  so Godie with grey and torquoise blue combination, a mermaid style long dress with broad neckline and long full sleeves -----

My cousin poked me when they came near to us ---I was literally stairing her .-.-

my cousin hold his wife's arm  he asked me to do the same  and take my bride to the guests ..--

So I took my bride to the guest tables We both meet each and every guest---- then I took her to my table -.... when we were alone on our table I thanked her for her support

"You don't have to thanked me this is my fate with which I  have to suffer "She answered me bluntly ---. I looked at her with confused expressions .---.

I got up from there and went to my other realitives---.-

Though I was with my Cousins I don't know Why I was keeping an eye on her ..-Several times I scold myself that what rubbish I am doing and tried to make myself to concentrate on my cousins but I cant resist ..---- I dont know why I am doing this ---- I had no answer so I became angry and depressed

pov : Amina

As I entered the hall I have seen appreciation in his eyes, he was contnously stairing at me , I became blushed as I came near to him his cousin asked him to hold my arm ...

As he hold my arm in his arm I felt so shy and a wave of current run through my body -- I felt so happy  and proud as he took me and introduced me with his guests as his wife--- When he sat next to me and thanked me for my cooperation -..- his words spoilt my mood so I gave him answer in a blunt way--..then he went to his cousins and my mother in law took me to her friends .... I felt so uncomfortable during the party because continously Someone was stairing at me ..-I tried to find out and I found that It was Zuhair

I was confused about Zuhairs behaviour , why he is behaving like this ,why he is staring at me ---- he clearly told me that he loved someone and on the other hand he stared like this-.----

After a party we came home -.--Zuhair Went to his room straightaway I sat with my mother in law... my mother took out money and kept it on my forehead and gave it to the maid--- she gave me lots of Dua's and asked me to go to my room and take rest ....-

As I entered my room ,Zu hair was coming out from washroom , he only wore a towel around his waist , he has a good muscular body but I felt shy to looked at him, 'I blushed and  quickly closed my eyes with my hands -----

POV: ZUHAIR

I was so tensed  about myself, why I was staring her though I don't want her or even like her -So as we reached home I went to the bedroom and took a hot shower bath to make my self calm .... I came out from the bathroom in a towel because It was my habit---- I always select my clothes from cupboard after taking a bath.--- I forget that now I am sharing a room with some one (a girl)-..-

I came out as usual when I Saw her, she quickly covered her eyes with her hands .----- she looked so pretty and innocent that I can't resist and laughed .... I went to her , I hold her from her shoulders, as I touched her shoulder's I felt a tension in her body her breathing became faster that I can see from the ups and downs of her chest .....

I kissed on her hands she quickly put her hands down ....Now she is standing with closed eyes--- I Looked at her , her beauty is so innocent -..- her lips are like petals of rose , I touched her lips with my fingers , Ah her lips were too soft like a marshmallows .- -. I embrace her tightly I don't want her to go anywhere .-... I started kissing on her neck , face, forehead when I Came to her lips She suddenly pushed me back with a force, I was not ready for this So I dropped on the bed , she quickly ran to the washroom and locked the door

I sniffed my head and scold my self that whenever I looked at her I loose my control ..-... why I can't control myself  ---I punched the, p illow in anger , what a looser I am

POV : AMINA'

I closed my eyes with shame , I heard  his laugh ----- He came closer to me and held me from my shoulders, I felt sensation in my body , my heart start pounding , my breath became fast , the smell of his Col one mesmerised me ---- he kissed on my hands I quickly dropped my hands down ..-then he came more closer to me I felt that I am dying because of my heart beat-... then I felt a touch of his fingers on my lips ..--- at that moment  I Thought that what is my position in his life , is it just to entertain him ? NO first he has to decide then I will give my self to him , Iam not his toy -.-- during this he started nonstop kissing on my neck, my face and forehead , his hands were moving all over my body , when he tries to kiss on my lips I pushed him back with all my power and ran to the washroom and locked myself ... my heartbeat was fast and my cheeks were warm with embrassment and anger , I washed my face with cold water and calm down myself----

I knew that he is my husband and he has a right to touch me ----- but in this situation that he loved someone else I don't want to be only his sexual need ---- I am his wife and I want all my rights as a wife-----

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