The Party (Kendall Jenner x Y/N)

XLII

A/N: I've been gone forever and I couldn't even make a joke yesterday about abandoning this story because I practically already had BUT HERES CHAPTER XLII

kendall – 22:34

where are you?

22:35

the rooftop bar place by 5th and 230th st

22:35

why?
delivered

I shoved my phone back into my pocket before turning my attention back to Lauren. The singer had just finished deciding what to order, when I smiled as I remembered her mentioning her favourite drink before in an interview.

"Could you get me a Jack and Coke, please," I asked Lauren to order for me, making the older girl to turn towards me in surprise. I shrugged, offering her a grin in response.

Chatting to the older girl felt somewhat surreal; like many other teenage girls, I had grown up listening to Lauren's band, and admiring the star from afar.

"I don't get it. Your rich, privileged ass could've easily bought a meet and greet ticket for one of our tours; if you had a 'celebrity crush' on me, why didn't you want to see me?" She asked playfully, appearing amused as she rested her elbows on the table to lean further towards me.

"So many kids couldn't afford those tickets. I bought one, but I gave it to this girl I met at a show. It made her day," I shrugged. "I know my rich, privileged ass could've bought another ticket but why deny other, maybe more deserving fans the chance of meeting their idols?"

Lauren nodded in understanding, seemingly impressed by my logic. She spoke to me about her childhood in Miami, Florida, and where she was going with her career in music.

"So, about that crush on me," she began while I simply laughed in response.

"Y/N," a voice called somewhat desperately behind me. I turned to find my girlfriend looking rather out of breath, I imagine from running up the 21 flights of stairs; confused, I asked her what she had against the elevator. "They have one of those?" She asked, still panting.

I rolled my eyes at Kendall, handing her a glass of water before refocussing my attention on Lauren. Kendall sat awkwardly in between the two of us, only explaining herself when I asked why she had joined us.

"I'm sorry," she breathed, staring directly at me and almost ignoring the other girl's presence. "I should never have doubted our relationship; I really fucked up, but I promise I'm gonna give you my all, and always be here," she insisted – holding my hand tightly as she spoke to me.

"Don't make promises you can't keep," I replied gently to my girlfriend. The brunette had made a habit of freaking out and giving up on our relationship. Lauren sensed the tension between the two of us, and decided it was time for her to leave. "But Lo, what will I do without my celebrity crush," I giggled playfully at the older girl. She smiled back, kissing my cheek and telling me to keep in touch, before leaving the bar. "I don't understand Kendall; I don't know why we broke up the first time, and I don't know why you're looking for 'signs' now," I sighed.

Kendall's eyes were glassy as she stared back at me, breathing deeply and running a hand through her hair as she often did when stressed.

"If I could take my words back, I wouldn't - because I meant them," she whispered. "I was terrified then of losing you back then while I was a six hour flight away, not because I didn't trust you, but because you were everything. You were way too good for me. You're still too good for me." I frowned at my girlfriend's words, urging her to continue. "Nobody can believe that we'd be together, because you could be with anybody you wanted to. You have everything going for you, and you still chose me." She continued, her voice breaking off slightly as she spoke.

I knocked back the remainder of my drink, now wishing that I had ordered straight whiskey as I sat alone with Kendall.

"Nobody can believe in us being together, because they don't realise that I didn't fuck up - you did. Your mom, sisters and fuck knows who else all believe that I'm some immature bitch who broke your heart. That was all you. You were so afraid of losing me you actually did - for three years Kendall. I've only ever wanted you; I love you. Think carefully about what you want, because if you lose me now, I might not come back to you."

The silence between us was deafening. I cautiously followed every small movement the girl made, unsure of the response I might receive.

"I'm in love with you. I know that I fucked up, and I had no excuse. I won't promise you anything, but I will definitely show you just how much I love you, and want to be with you."  She finally replied.

I embraced the older girl tightly at her words, proud of her for actually just choosing love - choosing us, despite anything that had happened in the past.

****

"I love you," Kendall grinned. We were cuddled up on the brunette's bed, reruns of 'Friends' playing quietly in the background.

"I love you too, Kenny," I smiled back.

I had seen this episode many times before, and growing bored, I decided to focus my attention on my girlfriend's neck instead. Brushing her hair back gently, I feathered kisses along the side of my girlfriend's neck – stopping briefly to mark the base of Kendall's neck.

"Baby," she moaned softly as she brought her attention back towards me. The brunette stared back at me with dilated eyes, her gaze flickering between my eyes and my lips, which I wet in anticipation. She pulled me closer towards her, resting her head on my shoulder so that she could whisper in my ear. "Make love to me."

I found myself being pulled into a searing kiss, my hands gently squeezing my girlfriend's ass. We were both already in our underwear; we seemed to have adopted a minimal clothing rule while home alone and I certainly wasn't complaining.

Kendall swiftly unhooked my bra before tossing it to the side; after pulling away from my lips panting, she lightly massaged my breasts as she took a nipple between her lips – gently tugging and sucking. I moaned softly at Kendall's actions, helping her out of her own bralette and playing with her nipple piercing – despite the piercing being something I had become familiar with, it was still insanely sexy to me.

Kissing down the valley of Kendall's breasts, I trailed my way down the girl's taut stomach, making my way towards her centre. Carefully taking the thong's waistband between my teeth, I pulled it down and off my girlfriend.

Guiding my hand somewhat desperately towards her wetness, Kendall moaned as I entered her with two fingers, begging me to add a third as she began to buck her hips against my hand.

"Fuck... Baby," she cried as I circled her small bundle of nerves with my free hand. I encouraged my girlfriend to let go as I added a third finger as she had requested, and curled my fingers inside her.

"I love you," I mumbled in between kisses as she recovered from her high.

"I love you too," Kendall replied. "Now let me show you how much I do."