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❤️Chapter 18❤️

☁︎ Luke POV ☁︎

I didnt dare look up at her,because i knew i would regret it.

"Luke please show me your wrist..."

In one swift movement Julie had my wrist in her hand,i instantly pulled it away from her and i finally met her gaze.She had tears in her eyes and she looked so vunurable,so terrified.

"Im so sorry Luke...this is all my fault!"

I just stayed quiet,i had no words to say i was still mad at myself for doing this.

"Luke...just go...please"

I looked up at her and she was sobbing into the palms of her hands,i kissed the top of her head and walked out of her hospital room.

Julie POV

This is all my fault,i just cause problems,im just a waste of space.i just hurt everyone around me.i felt this itching on my wrist so i scratched it,i wanted to use my blade,i missed the feeling.I tried to ignore the itching but i couldnt,i picked up my phone and without a second thought called Michael.

"Hello?"

"Mi-Michael please c-come!!"

"Whats wrong Julie?!?"

"Jus-just come!"

It was getting harder for me to breath,and i instantly knew i was having a panic attack.

"Julie im on my way,scream out for Luke or Ashton they stayed outside of your room!"

The room was getting blurry and i dropped my phone on the floor,i opened my mouth to scream out for Ashton or Luke but nothing came out.i tried to get up but i fell to the floor,

"Julie?"

I looked up and Luke was standing there.

"Julie!!"

He came to my side and screamed out for Ashton to get a doctor,he held me close to him and whispered in my ear that i would be fine.i looked up at him,he had tears flowing down his eyes so i kissed his lips and blacked out.

☁︎Ashton POV☁︎

After they doctor and nurses laid Julie back in her bed and made sure she was okay,Luke and i stayed in her room so she wouldnt be alone even if she was sleeping right now.

"Ashton i really think we should bring Julie on tour,i think it would take her mind off of things."

"Yeah but it all depends on her and her mum Luke,we cant just take her like that."

"I know Ashton,i asked her mum already and she said its a good idea"

"Than i guess its all settled we just have to ask her."

I turned my attention over to Julie and saw that she had just woken up,she rubbed her eyes with her hands and looked over to me and Luke.She smiled and waved at us.

"Hey Julie how are you feeling?"

"Im okay thanks for asking,hey do you know when i can go home?"

"Hold on let me ask"

I walked up to her,kissed her forehead and walked out,i walked over to the front desk and smiled at the old lady.

"Hello m'am i wanted to know when Julie Garcia will be able to leave the hospital?"

"Let me have a look"

"Thank you"

She started typing away then she looked back up here.

"It says here that shes able to leave,you just have to sign some papers and done"

She handed me some papers,told me where to sign and after i finished she was free to go.i called Calum and asked him to bring so clothes for Julie than made my way back to Julie's hospital room.

"Julie you can go home now we just have to wait for Calum to bring your clothes"

She smiled and nodded.

"Well i'll just wait for him outside"

I walked out and sat down on the chair right next to the door.

☁︎ Julie POV ☁︎

"Julie i promise i wont ever do this again"

"Its okay Luke,we all have our slips."

I smiled at him and kissed his cheek.

"Julie?"

"Hmm?"

"I talked to your mum about this and she said it was a good idea,she just wanted to see if you want too.well we want to bring you on tour,and you can help out since your good with technology."

"I dunno Luke..dont forget some fans dont have a liking in me.."

"Dont worry about them Julie,everything will be just fine"

"Promise?"

"Promise."

He smiled and kissed the top of my head.

A/N; i know,i know its a short chapter im really sorry i just have so much writers block!but since The Fault In Our Stars comes out in theaters June 5th (aka this friday) i decided that Julie and Luke's 'okay?okay' would be 'promise?promise' i dunno i wanted it to have something related to The Fault In Our Stars,i might add in some quotes in th next chapters from the book.well thats all and once again sorry for the short chapter!!love all of you guys and thanks for reading this book!💕