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❤️Chapter 14❤️

Bella POV

Im so scared Julie wont make it,i feel like this is all my fault...for fucks sake i live with her!i pulled up my feet on the chair and hugged my knees,its been 15 minutes since they took Julie in there and im losing hope as minutes pass.i herd screaming and saw Julies mom running into the hospital,i got up and ran into her arms.

Julies mom; wheres Julie?!?

Me: s-shes in t-there.

I pointed at the door they took her in and hugged her tightly.

Julies mom; Bella,Bella i need you to tell me what happen!

Me: she...she started selfharming...s-she cut deep..

Julies mom; but she had stopped!!!

Person: relatives of Julie Garica?

The boys stood up and me and Julies mom looked at the doctor in front of us.

Julies mom: is she fine?!?is she alive?

Doctor: yes mam Julie is very much alive but due to lost of blood is in a coma,we'er not sure of when she'll wake up,it can take days,weeks,months,its rare but sometimes even years.

Luke: FUCK!!!

Me: may-may we see her?!?

Doctor: yes follow me.

We followed him and when we got to Julies room,Julies mom(Cathy) walked up to Julie's body.

Cathy; *whispers* im so sorry Julie...i-i should have b-been there for you,i-im so sorry i pay more attention to work baby but its hard since its only me and you...im so sorry.

Luke walked up to Julies body and held her hand

Luke: Julie...Julie im sorry okay?im sorry i wasnt there for you,but you looked so happy...baby i need you to be strong and fight...fight for life princess,we all need you.i-i honestly cant see life wi-without you Julie...i know we'er young but i want to grow up and get married with you...i want us to have kids and grow old together,i love you Julie please dont give up.PLEASE JULIE!!

Cathy got up and stood back as luke hugged Julie's body,his sobs were loud and it was tearing us apart.

Luke: please dont leave me Julie please!!i love you!!

Calum couldnt take it anymore so he walked out of the room,it was all just to painful.

*4 weeks later*

Julies still in a coma and the lads go on tour next week,they tried canceling it but since fans have already bought tickets they are forced to go.Luke and the rest of the lads have been in Julies room 24/7,Cathy had to go back to work because she already missed a whole week.right now its just me and Julie.

Me: hey Julie...i dont know if you can hear me but if you can..i just wanted to say sorry okay?i truly love you,and if i could i would switch it around so that it would be me in a coma,Julie please give me a sign you can hear me or something,im losing hope July.

I waited for her to give me a sign but nothing.

Me: Julie please come back to me...i need you...we all do

Luke POV

I dont know what to do anymore,im losing hope as the days go by,the thought of having to leave for tour next week is a pain in the ass.i dont want to leave Julie alone during this,she needs me.i left her once i dont want to leave her alone again.

Calum: Luke?Luke?

I looked at Calum and his eyes were puffy and red just like mine and the rest of the lads.

Me: yeah?...

Ashton: what are we gonna do?niether of us wants to leave Julie...

Michael: we cant do anything really...

Me: thats the last thing i need to worry about,all ive been thinking these 4 weeks are why Julie was starving herself and harming herself

Michael; y-yeah i wonder why.

I looked at Michael and he looked nervous.

Me: Mikey?

Michael: y-yeah?

Me: is there something you know that i dont?

Michael; n-no...*sigh* i do and i know why she did it.

Me: why?

Hey handed me her phone and i unlocked it and it was on her notes i clicked on a random note and started reading

Febuary 12,2013

Two weeks after Luke asked me out and its all lovely between us,its perfect.the only thing bothering me is how much hate im getting,i keep getting fans telling me im living off of them,that i should lose some weight,that i dont deserve them.do i deserve them?should i lose some weight?i looked down out my stomache and see it isnt like other girls...maybe i should.

Febuary 20,2013

Here i am hiding im the mall's restroom because some of the fans are here and wont leave me alone,i just hope none of this ends up on the internet because Luke might break up with me because his fans dont like me...and if he did i understand,i wouldnt want tm be with me either.

Febuary 30,2013

Its all so much worst,its so much worst just a couple of minutes ago was my fiest attempt of suicide,i started using my blade again...and honestly i had forgotten how much better it made me feel,but one thing i know is that Luke cant ever find out...ever

I looked up at Michael and Michael was on the verge of tears.

Me: it was the fans?...

He nodded and i punched the table infront of me,Calum and Ashton flimched and Calum started crying.

'They knew i loved her and i still do...and they hurt her'