Starbucks,is somewhat...unpredictable

❤️Chapter 17❤️

Julie POV

"Shh shes sleeping"

"Aww she looks so adorable"

"Can i take a picture?"

I stirred around on this uncomfortable bed and opened my eyes

"Hey guys"

"How are feeling Julie?"

"Dont scare us like that ever again"

"We missed you"

I looked at them and they were on the verge of tears,i sighed and opened my arms and whispered so only they cpuld hear like it was a seceret.

"Come here guys"

They instantly ran up to me and some how managed to fit in my arms,i wrapped my arms as best as i could around all four of them and let them cry into my shoulders.after a couple of minutes they pulled away and sat on my bed.i wiped the tears away as soon as i felt one slip down my cheek and smiled at them.

"Enough about me,you guys are on tour hows it been so far?"

"Relly great Julie,its all been incredble"

"Thats good did you guys take any pictures?"

"Of'course silly"

Calum pulled out his phone and showed me some pictures of the tour most of the pictures of fans or with fans but everytime i came across a picture of them with the fans Luke was never in them,i looked up at Calum,Ashton and Michael and they just stared back at me.i sighed and smiled.

"Its nice to know the tours been relly great and all i'd love to hear more but can i talk to Luke for a minute?"

I handed Calum back his phone and they nodded,one by one they gave me a hug and walked out the door.i turned my attention torwards Luke and patted the space next to me.

"Come here Luke"

I smiled at him and he layed down next to me with his head on my chest.

"Whats going on Luke?how are you feeling?"

I felt him grab my hand and play with my fingers before he started speaking.

"I dont know Julie,i just havent been enjoying the tour these months,its just complicated,i miss being home most of all i missed you"

"Luke im talking about the pictures,of all the picture of the guys with fans your never in there,Luke if it wasnt for your fans you would have never made it this far"

"But thats the thing Julie with out my fans you wouldnt have been in a coma,u wouldnt be in the hospital,you wouldnt have gotten hate"

"Luke i admit they hurt both of us but Luke they'er YOUR fans,they support you,Luke they love you so much"

"And i love you more,so please dont ever scare me like that okay?these past 2 months were the worst...Julie i broke..."

The last 3 words tore me apart,i know he whispered them hopping i wouldnt hear,but of course i did.and that instanly brought me into panic because those were the exact 3 words i said to mom.

【FlashBack】

It was exactly a week after dad died that it all happened so fast,i guess all the bullying and dads death got the best of me.I was getting a glass of milk before going to school when my mom screamed at me.

"Julie what is that?!"

She looked at me in the eyes and pointed at my wrist.

"I finally broke mom"

The tears were running down my cheeks like a waterfall so my mom pulled me into a hug,before there was always this feeling i had when mom hugged me i felt safe.but now all i feel is emptiness.

【FlashBack Over】

"Luke,Luke show me your wrist"

A/N; DUN DUN DUN!!!i relly have writers block .-.