Starbucks,is somewhat...unpredictable

♥Chapter 15♥

Calum POV

Today is the day the tour starts and i already know it wont be as much fun as i wanted it to be,Julie still hasnt woken up and Luke doesnt make any contact with fans.All he ever does is re-read every single note Julie ever wrote in her phone,everytime he finishes reading one he just sits there and says the same things.

'its all my fault'

'i could have helped'

'i cant leave her'

It hurts us to see him like that,i shook my head to try and stop thinking of that when i herd Luke's sobs in the bathroom.I got up and knocked on the door.

"Luke?"

no answer,i sighed and opened the door.I most honestly was not expecting to see him on the floor with blood dripping down his wrist and a razor right next to him.

"Luke no!!!"

I ran to him and sat in front of him,i was heart broken.I didnt know wjat to do right now and sadly the boys werent here at the moment.

"Luke look at me!"

He looked up and i gasped,his eyes were bloodshot red and he looked so……so scared,confused.His words hit me like a ton of bricks,his voice cracking at the end proving his point.

"It happen Calum,i finally broke"

I felt the tears slipping down my eyes,the only thing i could do was hug him,and hug him tight.

"Luke please stay strong,for Julie please."

"I just cant!!"

i pulled away and looked at his wrist,i sighed and held it

"come on Luke…lets get you cleaned up"

He nodded and i helped him up.

"please dont tell the guys Calum,please dont"

"Luke you cant hide this from them"

"please Calum?please?"

"……god okay"

I turned the faucet on and held Luke's wrist under the water,i had so many thoughts

God what are the guys going to say

they'er going to be really sad thats for sure

what if the fans find out

what will Liz think?

is this even his first time?

hmm is that Panda Express open already?

i shook my head bc that last thought had nothing to do with any of this.

"im sorry Calum"

"what why?"

"i just……i dont know i feel like i should be sorry"

"theres nothing to be sorry about Luke…u have done nothing wrong"

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Luke POV

we'er boarding the plane to leave for the first apart of the tour and i just cant stop thinking about Julie,about anything and everything.most of all i cant believe that, i,Luke Hemmings…

finally broke