Worthless Beauty L.S *Under Massive Editing*

E I G H T

E I G H T

When i woke up louis wasn't in bed anymore but that didnt make me sad because I knew he was still in the flat and I was proven right when he can stumbling in with a shirt that reached his knees. Then I realized it was one of my long sleeved shirts. I studied him for a few seconds, he's never worn a short sleeves shirt, but i didn't think to much of it since louis loved himself and it was winter.

He smiled softly when he saw I was awake and he crawled onto the bed next to me. "Goodmorning love." I gave a small smile and my arms around him.

"Morning."

"How do you feel?" I didnt even answer just gave him a kiss on the lips. He hummed happily. "I hate to ruin the moment but I got to go to work." I frowned. "Aww don't frown, your smile is so beautiful." I blushed and looked towards the window. "Love you." He whispered thm kissed my cheek.

"love you too." I said in all honestly turning back to look at him. He gave me another kiss before getting up and getting dressed.

"I know you'll hate me for this but we have to have another session today." I put my hands over my eyes because they were beginning to water. "Hey hey." I felt a hand grab mine and pull it from my face. "Just remember the more you talk to someone about your problems the lighter you feel, then maybe you could be happy one day."

"I am happy." I said, "when I'm with you."

"God, you're so beautiful. To bad I can't stay for a little while longer." He pouted.

"Go ill be fine."

"You sure?"

"Positive."

~*~

It was seven o'clock and louis still wasnt home. I was sitting on the couch watching the movie cyber bully, and I cried after she tried to kill herself. And honestly the reason I was sitting down was because I was sore.

Then I heard a knock on the door and paused the movie. I stood up and headed towards the door. I knew it wasn't louis since he had the key and would've just opened the door. So when I opened the door to reveal zayn I sighed, there was still that little voice in my head that said louis loved zayn, not me. "Harry." He nodded.

"Louis' not home."

"M'not here for louis, I'm actually here for you."

"Okay?" I said letting him in and closing the door after him. "So what are you here to talk about?" I said getting straight to the point.

"Just want to get to know my best mates boyfriend." I blushed and slowly sat down on the couch.

"We're not together."

"Then get together, by the way you were walking I could tell you guys already fucked." I wanted to correct him and say we made love but I stayed quiet. "Can I ask you a personal question harry?" I shrugged. "Why are you seeing louis? Is your life so bad you need a therapist to be okay?" And honestly that hurt. I stay quiet. "Do you love him?"

"Yes." I wrappd my arms around myself and imagined they were louis' arms.

"How old are you, are you as old as louis?"

"Seventeen." As soon as I had said it I regretted it. What if he told someone? I looked at him and he had a frown on his face but all he said before he left was "don't hurt him." And he was gone.

I kept thinking what he had ment by that but didnt go any further than he was just looking out for his friend. "Baby?" I heard a chirpy voice say and I half limped half ran to him. He kissed me and chuckled. "How was your day?" I thought about telling him about zayn but I decided against it.