On somber nights
I am in destress
Serpentine coils of bitterness and sadness
Tightening around my chest
Negativity drains me
Both of colour and sanity
Yet I'm trying to convalesce
By mentally self harming myself
The future scares me
If I have nothing to live for
My last wish
Will be to have the courage
To fade away
For once and for all
- yours sincerely , me
