I leave Keith's room, my arm around Allura's shoulder. Her breaths are rapid and shallow. I stop us in the hall turning to stand so she is in front of me.
"Allura, he needs your support. I know that you know that. But why aren't you giving it to him?" I want her to see that I'm not mad at her. I don't want to put her through that pressure.
"Alfor..." she manages to say in a quiet, broken whisper.
"Your father?" she subtly nods and I have to make sure that it wasn't my imagination. "What about him?" It seemed painful for her to talk about. I don't want to press the subject, but I couldn't stop the words from spilling out of my mouth. She takes a deep breath before answering me.
"He-he was hurt... by...a-a-a man. I don't want that... to happ- to happen to Keith..." Her voice is shaky and I pull her body towards me as she begins to cry on my chest.
"Hey, look, it will be okay. Every relationship has their ups and downs." I laugh awkwardly, "Even we have our ups and downs and we're just friends." I get the feeling I said something wrong when Allura, who had been agreeing with me, suddenly looked away. Silence follows and Allura pulls herself from my arms, I shiver, now cold at the loss of warmth. She wipes tears from her eyes and the professional air she once held is back again.
"Yes. Of course. I trust that he will make the right decision. He is a young man, after all. I should go apologize." And just like that I'm left alone, dumbfounded. I stare at the ground trying to comprehend what had happened. Whatever. I'll find out later. I head off to go find Hunk. All this thinking has made me hungry.
BONUS ALLURA POV:
Why? Why did he have to go and say something like that? Does he know I like him? Anyways, that's not important, at least he doesn't seem like he does. Keith is what's important right now. I acted to harshly and I fear that I've upset him. I walk into his room.
"Hey, Keith, I- oh," The lights were off and Keith had fallen asleep, his raven hair spread lightly across his face. Something I had not noticed before was the pastel fairy lights hanging above his room, The bright colors contrast the rest of his room beautifully. I don't want to disturb him so i leave him a note.
It says: Dear Keith, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to act the way I did. You see, I was afraid that you would get hurt. I didn't realize that no matter who you love, there is always the chance someone will hurt you. I hope you never find out if what I said is true or not. I believe you will have a good life, no matter what. So, my dear, Keith, I finish the note with one last thing: I love you, and i will always love you. You're an amazing person and I know that whoever you love will be an amazing person too. I never want you to feel like you don't belong. The paladins will praise your bravery as I do now, whenever, and however, you choose to tell them. Goodbye, my boy.
I leave the room, a smile on my face, hoping that Keith will understand. I know he's strong. Probably stronger than anyone else I know.
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Not perfect: A Voltron AU
FanfictionAU where Keith is actually depressed but everyone thinks he is just acting with the "jokes" he says. it's not until he starts going out late, coming home later, and sleeping, only to do that all over again. Important Warnings: Self harm-Anorexia-Sui...