No , they are not tears !
It's pain ...
The pain I was holding inside for so long ,
Blood that I tear up ,
Straight from my
Abandoned heart ,
The heart that
as a blessing considered you !
But if blessings are like those ...
I don't ever want a blessing in my life !
I've lost faith ...
not only on people ,
But in god too .
Oh , lord of mercy
Forgive me ...
I'm on my own way now ,
Alone .-Anna