Bad at love(h.s)

Chapter 18: story of my life

"Can you please just talk to me." Niall has not been acknowledging my presence for about 20 minutes. I feel really offended.
      "Can you at least show me what you've been writing? Come on now give me something." I then start poking him.
    "Come on what are you writing?"
    "Words." Damn it I hate when he has a smart mouth. He then gives me a slight smirk.
"Don't give me that look, for real what are you writing?"
"Fine I'm writing lyrics to a song." I freaking knew it.
"Can I see it?" I politely asked Niall.
"Nope." Damn it.
    "Niall PLEASE!" I was getting kind of upset.
"If I show you will you stop being so damn annoying." Niall brutally stated at me  "Yes." This time I said it like I meant it. I actually didn't I was just really curious to seeing what type of songs he has been writing.
I took the notebook away from him and I read aloud the words off the paper.
"She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones. It seems to me that when I die these words will be written in my stone." That was the first part. I was already getting emotional.
"And I'll be gone, gone tonight. The ground beneath my feet is open wide. The way that I've been holding on too tight. With nothing in between." There was a reason why I was getting emotional.
  "Niall this is so beautiful, but I do have a question?"
  "What is it mate?"
   "Is this song about Sam Niall?" That's when Niall starts breaking down again.
  "Sorry harry I just don't even wanna her name." Damn Niall was pissed.
  "Niall do you wanna talk about it?"
  "I really don't want to, but knowing you you're probably going to make me talk about it anyway." Niall knows me very well.
"You already know it Niall, but first things first I'm going to get us some ice cream from downstairs."
"But why harry?" Niall questioned me.
  "Well for starters we haven't eaten anything all day, plus I'm pretty sure after the day that you've had, your gonna need some." Niall rolled his eyes and he laughed. I have officially accomplished one of my goals for tonight. I made Niall laugh.
  I went downstairs to the cafe and picked up some chocolate ice cream for me and some vanilla ice cream for Niall since that was his favorite type of ice cream.
I went back into his room and I see him sitting in the exact same space as he was when I left. I'm so prepared for what he has to say.
"Alright Niall, tell me what happened."
"Where do I start?"
"From the beginning Niall, like with Sam."
"Okay so it all started when me and Sam went on our first date. We were having a wonderful time because I took her to this nice coffee shop. As I was getting to know her better I really started to like her more and more. In fact I was planning on asking her to be my girlfriend at the end of the night. However there was kind of an issue. While we were sitting down and talking we both notice a man sitting across from us all alone. She stops talking to me and starts staring at the guy. I asked her if she knew the guy and it turns out that she did. Apparently this guy has been her friend for about 5 years. So she went over to his table and asked him if he could join us. Like the smart man he is he told Sam no because he could clearly see that we were on a date and he didn't want to impose. But the like the consistent woman Sam is she kept telling him that I didn't mind at all if he joined us for coffee. Now keep in mind she didn't even ask me if I was okay with it ,she just did it anyway. He then walks toward our table and sits down and off the bat he already makes me feel uncomfortable."
   "How does he make you feel uncomfortable?" I quickly ask.
  "Well for starters he is way taller than me. Secondly the guy is RIPPED. And third he's way more attractive than me so that's when I start to worry."
  "I'm pretty sure he's not attractive compared to you Niall."
   "Dude stop trying to make me feel better. Let me finish the story."
  "Sorry."
  "Anyway like I was saying, the guy doesn't really all that problematic to me it's just the way that Sam acted towards him scared me. She was touching him a lot and she barely even looked at me. Plus they were laughing a lot and they sounded like they were having a great time. I'm guessing she was too distracted by his physique that she didn't even know that I existed. I'm assuming that the guy got the hint the that I was little annoyed with him being there so he just randomly decides to walk out and leave. I could tell Sam was a little sad about that so I just decided to ask her if she wanted to go home. The date was getting pretty awkward anyway since that guy left. So as I'm driving her home I notice that she starts rubbing her hands together as if she was cold, so I put the heat on and she smiles. That was the first time that I had made her smile that night. I guess the date wasn't  going so bad after all. So the car ride was really long because she lives about 30 minutes away from where the coffee shop was. While I'm driving I decided to ask her the question that was on my mind the whole time. I asked her if she and that guy ever dated. She said that they dated once for about a week in high school but they don't have feelings for each other anymore. That was when my heart felt a since of relief. I then asked her if she wanted to be my girlfriend... and then what she said after that was what really broke my heart."
  "Niall, What did she say?"
   "She said of course as long as I lose a few pounds."
     Oh boy I wasn't even there but I can just feel Niall's heart break.
  "I mean she isn't wrong tho. I have been gaining a little weight due to this hiatus we've been taking."
   "Niall stop saying that about yourself, anyway what happened afterwards."
  "Nothing much I just kind of took the words that she put into my brain and started going on a diet and that's where I found Louis' dieting pills from back in like 2012 and I started taking them again. Occasionally I would send her a daily picture of myself just to show her my progress of losing weight and she's said like a lot of great things about me. Until the day where I ate all that bread at Aaron's house. I showed her a picture of me that day and that's when she sent that whole message on how I need to go to the gym."
  "Niall why are you talking about this like it's something normal! You need to break up with her." He is not talking he's just crying.
  "But it's like.. I can't. She's already made me so insecure about my weight that I feel like if I break up with her I'm gonna get even fatter."
   "Niall come here and give me a hug." I then hug him. Not just like a regular brother hug. It was a long hug. It was a love hug. I know that me hugging him isn't going to make him feel better but I had to try. He basically made my shoulder wet and I wasn't even mad at him. I truly love Niall and I hate the way people treat him. He is a literal angel who just wants to be loved.
   "Thank you Harry for making me get all of that off of my chest. I really needed this talk." He then starts smiling at me.
   "I'll do anything for you Niall, you wanna know why?"
   "Why?"
   "BECAUSE YOU'VE GOT THAT ONE THING." Niall then starts bursting out into laughter so much to the point where he's crying again. And this time not from sadness. We were having fun again. Just like the old times. I miss this Niall. Oh forgot to mention that the rest of the night we just stayed up and sang our songs from the first album. Just like we always do.
______________6:30am______________
   I have awaken. I'm sitting on the dirty floor and I see Niall laying down on my lap. I also see the nurse looking down on us.
  "Your friends are here to pick you up." By friends she meant Louis, Zayn, and Liam, and honestly I was really happy to see them. Plus I had to go see if Ally was alright later on.
  "Come on Niall our band mates are waiting for us." I say as he's quickly putting his clothes on.
  We both walk outside into the waiting room and I'm very confused. I saw Louis and Zayn but Liam was nowhere to be seen. You would think of all the emotion he felt last night, he would be the first person to jump right into Niall's arms. But he's not here.
  "Hey guys where is Liam?" Niall asked. They both were being quiet. What's going on?
  "We'll tell you in the car Niall." Zayn said.
We take Niall to the car and cover up his face so he won't get caught by the paparazzi. We end up in Louis' car and Niall then asks the question again.
  "Where is Liam?"
Both Louis and Zayn both sighed and made sad faces.
   "Can someone just please tell us what the hell is going on?" I yell out.
"Okay so you promise not to freak out when we tell you this." Louis stated.
"Like really please don't freak out because the situation is already horrible as it is we don't need you guys to overreact." Damn this must be pretty bad.
  "We promise! Now just tell us!" Niall screamed.
  "Liam got arrested last night." Yep in that moment me and Niall did the complete opposite of what Louis told us to do.
We freaked out.
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