Bad at love(h.s)

chapter 23: girl almighty

Back in Harrys perspective

So this is really happening. I am about to kiss Nanddy. Our lips were super close to the point where I could feel her breathing.
Something about this felt so wrong but yet so right.
We were kissing now. And there was tongue.
I don't what this feeling. I feel happiness.

She then stopped and pulled away from me.
"Wait Harry oh my gosh I'm so sorry. You should go." She said while scratching her scalp.
"Whats wrong Nanddy?"
"No this just isn't right. You're dating Ally and what I did was a pretty shitty thing to do. I'm so sorry Harry."
"No don't apologize it's not your fault love." It truly wasn't though. I was the one who leaned in. I was the one who wanted it. But the real question is why did I want the kiss to happen?

"Harry I think that it may be best if we just pretend that this never happened. In fact let's just pretend like we don't even know each other." She was then rambling on and on but I had to stop her.

"Nanddy. Now you know that's not the answer to this scenario. We don't have to tell anyone about this. This will just be our little secret."

"I don't know Harry but what if -
I then rest my fingers on the top of her mouth.

"Nobody is going to find out about this Nanddy. Trust me you'll be fine. I swear on my mother Anne and my best friend Nick Grimshaw that nobody will find out about this."

"Alright if you say so."

"I know so."

After I said that the room was just filled with awkward silence. Damn it I think Nanddy hates me now. She looks really worried . Now I feel bad. I am a terrible person.

"Maybe you should go and find Ally."

"Yeah maybe I should. Do you have any idea of where this pool party is ?" I asked Nanddy.

"Well yeah of course. I can drive you there if you want. I promise you we won't make out again." I love her humor. I like sarcastic girls.

"Hahaha you're so funny. But I would really appreciate it if you did give me a ride."

"Cool let's ride." Nanddy then grabs her cool red jacket and walks right on downstairs to go and grab her keys. But the thing is that she walks down the stairs in such a cool way. She has this thing about her that I can't describe. Nanddy is just that girl.

"UGH where the fuck did I put my keys?" Yeah she seems a little pissed.

"Nanddy how are you so cool?." I ask her as she tries to hunt down her keys.

"Okay Harry don't ask me stupid questions. That's my thing. I'm literally the most awkward person you'll ever meet."
Well damn I just tried to give her a compliment and she just kind of shot me down. I feel hurt.

"Sorry if that was a little mean. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings I just get so frustrated when I lose my keys."

"But why?"

"Because I feel like an idiot each time I lose them."

"Well you're not an idiot I can tell you that right now."

"Aww thanks that doesn't help but I still appreciate it."

It's been about 5 minutes and I'm getting anxiety just watching Nanddy . I wonder what ally is doing right now?