*HANAEMI*

•CIMMERIAN•

Twenty four

THE heavy clouds started to downpour, the winds statrtes to swirl, the wind getting colder.

Jungkook stood hard on his place. After he closed the door, his sobs broke down.

He don't want to cry, but he has lots of tears in his bloodshot eyes.

Hyerin heard all his sobs and whimpering as he walked out their house. She didn't want to see him sad, yet she felt that she's contradicting her words as she's sad herself. She knew how much he endured, how much he suffered. She blamed herself for accepting his offer.

If only she could go back and reject, she would have to hear his sad cry, his quavering lips, his bad state. She hates seeing him like this, she took time to accept that she cared for him.

He bite his hands to stop sobs that is dangerously on the tip of his lips.

A pair of arms circled around him before he could enter his car.

It was hers.

He was having a hard time to look at her, he can't convince himself that's it's ok as he could feel the burning sensation back on his throat.

" I don't want to see you sad." She said.

" It's too late, but it's ok." She was sure that he was trying so hard to deliver that sentence with much brighter voice, it was cracking.

He removed her hand away, making his way to look at her.

" Jungkook, please don't be like this. I want you to know how much I care." She said.

Nothing came out his lips. He was short for words as he could feel the petals on his lips. He tried so hard not to gag as he was waiting for her to continue.

" You should move on." She said, looking at his crashed state.

He didn't say anything, he took one last look at her and entered his car.

His fast car, came into a halt as the petals burat out his mouth. Making his black car 'dirty' with his disease.

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Day was spent with Jungkook staring into empty spaces and going back and forth from the comfort room.

Taehyung knock on Jungkook's door every moment he get, he was worrying that something might happen to him. He didn't the history to happen again, its like watching a person being tortured again and again.

He knew what he felt, he wanted to help him and make him feel better. But he can't, not unless Jungkook will help himself.

Taehyung on the other hand, was stressed. He went back and forth from Jungkook to Hyerin from time to time.

Unlike Jungkook, Hyerin was completely open, she let Taehyung to enter her world even with hesitation.

She realized that all those times she was alone, she needed someone to rely on, she needed someone to comfort her, she needed someone to listen to her agony.

But, she can't blame herself also, she was scared that she will be rejected, that no one will accept her of who she is, that everybody will be disgusted for who she is.

In her head, she was a prisoner of her own nightmare, where her fears was never ending. She hated herself that she was too soft spoken, too kind, too obidient.

That's what made her too attached to Wonwoo,back to those times that this things didnt happen, he showed her that no matter what she did or what her personality or character is, he was the one who loved her for who she is, opened his arms and hugged her, wiped her tears away, and made her happy.

" How was he?" She asked, trying to push her thoughts away.

A deep sigh escaped his lips. It made her anxious.

" He.... He won't let me in, i mean he won't even open the door. These days, no once did I saw him walked out of his room and that's what I'm scared about, that he would completely lock himself out. As much as I hate to say this, but it's like history is repeating itself; Jungkook having his hopes high in a chance of finding true love and in the end..." He didn't finish his statement as he saw how her face darkens.

She was blaming herself.

She let out a quavering breath, as if she was about to cry, she turn her head towards her window.

" Taehyung.."

" Hmm?"

" Let's runaway again."