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chapter five ➳ reality

"if love alone could save you,"

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millie's pov:

a blurry mess of white, the aching of my head, as i tried to configure shapes from movement.

"oh she's up!" a muffled voice echoed as i saw david standing over me.

i felt a warmth as he was closer, i made it out as a hug.

there were more faces now, doctors, and a lot of them.

i felt myself waking up again to an empty room- oh wait not an empty room.

i adjusted myself up in my bed as david came over again.

"you got in a car crash millie- sudden, okay, i don't know what to do, you are going to be fine," he tried reassuring me.

i nodded a little, gathering memory of what happened.

"what day is it?" i asked, my voice was a little scratchy as i began clearing it up.

"september first, it's 10am," he replied and i realized he was holding me hand.

i put the pieces together that it had been a full day.

i continued looking around the room, blinking as i heard a frequent monitor beep.

"w-where is finn?" i questioned, realizing this was just my room.

"who?" he replied, seeming confused.

"finn, h-he was with me," i repeated tensing up.

"haven't heard anything," he answered.

i began to panic, a part of me wanted to punch him and the other kiss him.

"i can go look?" he stood up and i nodded multiple times.

as he opened the door, sadie came running in and gave me another hug.

i winced and looked at myself, bandages and tubes over me.

"it's my fault i'm so sorry, i should have driven you home," sadie spoke, pulling away from the hug.

i shook my head, "you didn't know, please don't blame yourself it was my choice- promise,"

reluctantly she nodded and got up for tissues across the room.

i ran my finger along my promise ring from finn, i hadn't taken it off.

she sat back down and wiped away her tears as i looked at her.

i was still fiddling with the ring as i realized she was looking at it.

that's when she began to cry more.

i stopped and put a hand on her arm, trying my best to comfort her.

after a while, she stopped as we sat in silence, with a constant reminder of my heart beat.