The first thing I noticed about her was how she texted every word. How she would type them out correctly even tho her grammar wasn't great, but her first language wasn't English, so I didn't care.
I wanted to impress her so I typed each word out. I remember I used some words and she'd ask what they meant and I'd explain it to her, I still do sometimes. It is really adorable.
They say love is the hardest thing to keep. No it isn't, when it is true love there is no hard part to keeping it. Love is like having the an actual good piece of chocolate form those valentine chocolate sampler boxes thingys, it is rare, and you cherish it, you take it slow. Enjoying every moment of it. For me loving her isn't hard, it is amazing. She is so damn ingesting. And I know almost everything about her, I hope.
For our first date m'lady, it'll be a cliche heterosexual date but I give zero fucks because this is where I wanna take you. We will go to, drum roll please. *drum rolls*............ a movie! Dinner! Then go get doughnuts, I like them, just simple and glazed. Of course if that is okay with you. Or maybe if there is carnival in town I'll take you to that and we can do the shooting range thingy they have and win you a stuffed bear! Damn I'm getting so many ideas for dates right now, I'm not gonna write them here tho, I can't let you steal them, heheh.
Oh speaking of stealing, like how you stole my heart. My closet, my phrases, my well anything I own is yours. You can have anything you want and I'd likely, not even likely, I will let you have it because, hello!! I could never say no to a walking goddess especially when you give me those puppy eyes
I wanted, no I needed to get to know this girl. So I asked her questions... lots of them. We talked about what we did and stuff like that. Every time she talked about something she enjoyed my heart fell deeper into the bottomless pit called, her love.
I was falling in love with a girl I never met, we met over wattpad. Thank god we both shipped camren. Honestly if we didn't, her and I would probably not be together, so thank you Lauren and Camila. Anyway this is our love story not camren's.
Anywayyyyy, I told her to dm me, yes I was being thirsty, also I thought that her profile picture was her but it was Lauren, also never told her that, also she will probably read this and realize how dumb I am, but I think she knows how dumb I am. But as I was waiting for her to dm I read her bio at least a thousand times. It is simple but it's cute. She's cute... okay more than cute, adorable. Wait no! She's more than that, she's everything and more.
I'm lowkey shook she fell in love with a girl who was in a terrible relationship, weed smoking, alcoholic. Although all of those things changed so yay!! And I am so happy. I stopped smoking and drinking for her. I was whipped and we just started talking. I broke up with my assface of a boyfriend and that very same night, told her, I loved her. My hands were shaking, palms were sweaty, waiting for her response. Then she said, I love you too. But still!! I was nervous because what if she meant that in friendly way, heheh she loves me btw, spoiler alert.
I told her everything about me, and I even told her the things I only told a few people. She broke down my walls and showed me it is okay to show my emotions. Hell I wake up crying because I'm afraid of loosing her. Oh no.... I am soft. Fuuuuck. Eh I'm soft for her so who cares. She made me actually feel beautiful, now in the mirror I'm like "yes girl!!! Look at you! Lookin like a snack!!" And I have her to thank for that... she never knew about those things either. I'm exposing myself a lot in this.
We talked almost anytime we could, but she would go to bed 7 my time because she lived across the world and went to college. My college baby. But her bedtime has changed. I'm glad it changed because we talk so much more now... but I am worried she focuses on me and not on her studies and I blame myself when she does bad on something for school. I'm not trying to sound selfish or anything like that but it is true.
My baby is gonna be the hottest engineer I get to say, oh yes that's my wife, the hot engineer. She's gonna be the hottest mommy too, like she is so damn hot istg. She gonna be the hottest everything. Once she gets done discipling our kids and she uses who strict voice you know ima be on my knees feasting on her peach, what can I say, I love peaches. Ya dirty minds.
Hmm I was her skater boi, I'm going to teach her how to ride a skateboard, she gonna fall, ima catch her, ima make sure my lil mamí is good. I wanna go got the board walk and ride our long boards holding each other hands. Then getting a hotel and sneaking on the roof to watch the sun rise. She is my queen, my princess, my love, my one and only, my other half, she's mine. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of her. Like she's on my mind every minute.
My favorite sound is her laugh, her voice, her moans; you know when I make that good food and it is pleasuring her mouth. You know I love to bring her pleasure, and queen like her deserves everything.
Lmao actually right now at 11:09 my time she is wanting me to tell her what I am doing. I can't tell her but she is worrying fuuuck. I hate when she worries about something I am making for her like I don't wanna tell you it is good surprise. Oh god she is gonna worry when I make a plan to marry her. Also that's years away baby, we gotta get a beautiful cozy place we can call home, have a dog and a cat because I know you like cats. Aye it's 11:11 I love you baby.
I hate keeping things from her, but this is good!! Also I never keep things from you endless it is good and surprise, I tell you everything. Right now she is wanting me to tell her. Dear god what if she doesn't like this oh no I didn't think this through... I mean if she did this for me I'd love it, hopefully she'll love this.
This book is dedicated to her, even though she deserves so much more, she deserves the world. And I tend on giving her the world, she's my everything. She is the one thing I cherish the most. I don't think I could ever describe how much I love her.
The book title is probably lame or has been done before, but this is about her so to me it isn't lame.
I am planning on putting more chapters up, because I could name thousands of things about her, so yup.
Lowkey feeling rushed, but I can't rush my feelings for her. Just like how you can't rush a rose to bloom.
I love every once of you, every thing about you... guess what... I love it so damn much!! Because you my lady, are so damn loveable and I can love you all night long. And I plan too ;).
Also I'm a sneaky little shit because I'm publishing this right before I go to bed heheh
She is the love of my life.
