It's been a while, I'm actually planning on posting this on the 30th of May because that was the day we met... well 31st for you I think. And well today is April 29th and I'm currently listening to money longer because I'm in love with this song anywayyyy
I really love you like a whole damn lot, it drives me insane. And since we are far apart I don't know what to do for our anniversary so hopefully this is good but trust me you deserve more than this, so take these flowers 🌷🌷, you've never told me what type of flowers you like but I like rose in general they look good on clothes. But to give someone red rose is over played but they do mean romance, but light pink ones are unique, like you. So I hope they are okay with me giving you flowers virtually. This might just be our one year as being friends but I'm in love with you. You make my heart swell three times it's normal size. You're literally my best friend that I can talk to about anything and everything.
When we were first talking I told you many things I never told anyone else about. I don't know why I did I just felt like I've known you longer than I did. I remember telling you my deep secrets and afraid you'd judge me, you never did. You accepted me. I was quite the normal teenager when I met you, I dunk and smoked all the time. I haven't touched weed in months, alcohol is another story but I haven't gotten drunk in a long ass time. I stopped blaming myself for the things that happened in my past. You made me believe I was actually worth something important. You made me realize true love is real.
I love you with all my heart, I will love you till my last breath. You've accepted how weird I am and honestly I'm surprised. I've only shown so many people my dorky and weird side. Because I wasn't afraid of how you'd feel about it, you love it (I assume so at least)
Even tho I get mildly annoyed when you fall asleep I can't help but think how cute you look when you do. You're always so cute no matter what you're doing either if that is getting dressed or eating or just watching tv or something. But you can also be very hot, and honestly my heart can't take the moments when you go from being a cute little bean to a daddy, not complaining thooo.
Okay so I love you more than x, uzi, and peep combined. Ffs I love you more than Reece's. Like you are so damn loveable and I'm so lucky to have you all for myself.
Sometimes I can be really stupid and I don't think something all our before I do it, which ends up with us arguing, I never try to make you jealous in purpose. I'd never do something inappropriate with my friend because, I have you. I don't want anyone else except you.
I'm being completely honest when I say this, I bet you forgot about our anniversary, but this is only a year of us knowing each other, not our dating anniversary. So I guess i shouldn't be sad if you forget it, but maybe you'll prove me wrong, who knows.
You are the bestest friend I could as for, I never would want someone else. You mean the whole wide world to me.
Before I close my eyes I look at you, after I open my eyes, I look at you. I feel better that way cause I feel like I'm with you, but in reality I'm not. I'm miles away, but looking at you makes me feel like I'm close to you.
We may have fights or arguments or even disagreements but we always come up on top, we always get threw it. In the end, it'll be you and me, that's all that matters to me, it's all I need in life.
I'm legit waiting till it is the 31st over there because technically we met that day. But I'm getting that you will forget about it, which is fine, it isn't that important well maybe to you, it's just one year of us knowing each other. I hope you like the drawling I did by the way, I know you like death note. I was working on it for while to try to make sure they looked decent, it looked better not colored in so yeah.
L was probably the best one I drew in my opinion, i don't know though, it is up to you to decide really. And it's not like I drew the whole cast, just the easiest ones lollll. But I'm excited for you to see them.
Have I told you how much I love? If I haven't im sorry, you deserve to be told. I love you to the moon and back. I love you more than camila loves bananas and ally loves waffle house combined m'lady.
I love you so much, happy anniversary baby
