She's starting to call me a rabbit because I like carrots, dear god...... lowkey love the pet name tho (pun intended). Like you called me your bugs bunny, okay highkey thought that was cute but i don't know, I've never been compared to a rabbit. I'm scar and nala mixed together! I am a big strong tiger and i go rawr!!! I'm a scary tiger that will attack and bite you, grrrr!
I bet when you fall asleep it is so cute. Because you are just laying in bed and slowly fall asleep I wish I was there, playing with your hair as you sleep. When you were asking people that question at school I bet you looked so fucking adorable.
By the way, one day I am hoping we can try being vegan for a week or two. I think I'd be really fun. Like we both could make breakfast, lunch, dinner, and dessert. I don't know tho, you really love meat, but to be honest I think I'd be fun. Plus we could still have your favorite foods... just vegan and healthier.
Oh! I learned a new word today, Aşkım, meaning 'my love' right? I hope that was right. I wanted to learn it for you. I want to learn your beautiful language so I can impress you by using that language. And I don't know, maybe me speaking that language will sound sexy... I hope so, I don't want it to sound bad. But I hope you help me learn your language.
Of course I'll teach you spanish, because being honest, your sexy voice speaking spanish sounds super hot. Aww we will both teach each other our languages, that's so sweet. Alsooooo how romantic.
Dear god it is so cold here, like I'm under two blankets... probably doesn't help I'm wearing shorts and a hoodie. Anyway, I want something to eat, I'll get peanut butter, be right back.
I'm back, I'm eating some peanut butter now. Dear god I love peanut butter, like I swear I could eat a whole jar of it. I don't know if I love peanut butter more than Reece's, I think I love peanut butter more. But I love you more than them.
Also I'd really like to feed you grapes, or strawberries, something so... sexy about it I don't know. It's romantic yet sweet. I probably sound like such a cliche sometimes, but sometimes cliches are romantic. Like kissing in the rain, dancing in the moonlight, you picking me up and spinning me in your arms or us running into hug and you pick me up and I wrap my legs around you and we are just focused on each other. I know, how gay of me, but it sounds so amazing when I think about it.
I'm honestly so excited for us to have kids and be married. I know it will be a down the road, but I'm just looking forward to it. I can't wait to be able to spend the rest of my life with you. With my one true love, it'll be fantastic. We will have a beautiful home, our kids bedrooms being down the hall from ours. Then in the mornings we'd (me, you watching) fix breakfast for them. Sending them off to school, our life is gonna be so enjoyable. And our kids will be beautiful just like their mommy's. We will make them so good, you and I. I hope one of them is like how I was as a child, wild and hyper. Then the other one is like how you were. They'd be little mini versions of ourselves.
Again, i hope you're sleeping well, i miss you so damn much. Also I love you so much, don't forget m'lady.
It's weird because like I think I'm as gay as possible but then I see a picture of you and I become like a hell of a lot gayer, not complaining tho. But like who wouldn't be gay for you, you're fucking perfect and a goddess.
And omg, today when I said I like you soooooo much and you seem worried that I didn't love you. I thought it'd be cute to say I like you, even tho I love you, maybe I was wrong... sorry.
I love when you say you will always be so close and I'll never be alone. I look forward to is so much, because I never want to be away from you. It brings me such great pain that we aren't physically together, but i know soon we will. And no matter how long that wait is, I'll wait, you're worth the wait.
When you rub your nose on my nose it actually makes my heart explode, it is so adorable and sweet. I believe it is called Eskimo kiss, I don't know for sure tho. Anyways I love it so much. Ah! Yes it is called Eskimo kiss.
Ugh you think I didn't miss you, I swear to god if you knew how much I missed you, you'd think I'm crazy. Well... endless you already think I'm crazy... in love for you. But any second you're away I get worried and I start missing you so much.
Hell even we are talking, I still worry. I worry my ass off for no reason. But i care so much about you, I can't help but worry.
Whenever you call yourself bad things it hurts me that you think those things of yourself. Because you aren't those things. You are gorgeous and beautiful, sexy and hot, adorable and sweet, kind and generous. You are always so humble. And your stubbornness is cute. You are the perfect mix of everything, it is one reason I love you. Please, for me, don't call yourself those things. Every day go in mirror and look at yourself and point out something that you see in the mirror that you like, call yourself beautiful. That'll make me very happy because you'll see how I see you, which is a goddess.
Goodnight my goddess, I love you so so much. Have a wonderful day at school, hopefully that baby boy stops crying by the way.
Heheh you thought I didn't write. I fooled you.
