Her

:')

I'm a bitch

I've snapped and yelled at my brother 2times in just 2 hours, he did nothing wrong. I just... yelled at him. He walked out of my room and was so sad. Then i was being cold and most likely a bitch to her, I didn't mean to be, I never mean to be a bitch.

I don't understand why i am a bitch to a goddess, like why do I have to be rude and mean to her. It should be the opposite, I should be sweet and kind and nice to her. Most of the time I am. She didn't do anything wrong, and she should never deserve to be treated cold.

Anyway this book is dedicated to her. So back to how I feel about her :).

She is what you would call a: goddess. She is effortlessly beautiful and amazing, trust me. Everything from her long dark hair, to her beautiful brown orbs, her beautiful tetas, and her flat tummy. She is just so damn perfect istg. Like I don't know how i could get with her, but i am one lucky girl.

One of my favorite things about her is her lips, they are soft and big but not big where it looks bad, they are the perfect size, they are plum and so damn kissable.

Just finished a whole water bottle and I like just opened, I'm so thirsty for her.

And omg, she has these two freckles on her neck and they almost look like vampire bite (ugh why'd you have to make me like vampires, jk love you). But something about those two freckles make me happy, I love them.

Omg btw check your insta dms, I sent you something :))).

Mmmm I need you here tho, it is cold in my big bed, I need cuddle buddy. Cuddle meeeeee

Oh btw! I'm actually really proud of you, you do so amazing in school in my eyes and it is astonishing that you can do it with little sleep. Our kids one day, will definitely look up to you m'lady. They'd be dumb not too... those little clitblockers, lmao get it, like cockblocker but clit because we don't have cocks, okay I'll go home.

Haha!! I'm already home in bed.

Anyway back to you and my non punny jokes..... *cricket* *cricket*.

I love how you annoy me, it is honestly really adorable but also not fun for me. You purposely go out of your way to annoy me, that's honestly really sweet for some reason.

My favorite thing that you do is.... stealing my phrases but i guess it isn't stealing because I signed my phrases away to you. All I have is eh now. Welp, whatever, it was worth it. Oh! And when you steal my clothes. It's adorable, a little annoying, but really cute.

The first day we started talking a fell head over heels for you, you were charming and sweet and you treated me like I was never treated before. And I'm super happy that you treated me like that, you saved me, thank you so much.

The day I asked you to be my girlfriend was absolutely amazing and I did it really cheesy, lowkey regret that I wish I did it cooler. But eh what is done is done. I don't regret asking you to be my girlfriend tho.

Also! I love that you love my shortness. I love how pick me up and carry me around. But I wanna be big spoon too sometimes!! Not all the times, like when you don't feel good or are upset I'll be big spoon and take care of you.

By the way, I don't think I told you I love you yet here. I love you so fucking much, okay, like never forget that or I'll be sad, you don't want sad me. So never forget! But I'm sure you won't so I have no worries about it.

I hope school will be good btw, you said it was gonna be busy.

Oh shit you're up and saw my picture, I wasn't ready, thought I had more time. Well fuck. I broke you I think, I highkey love breaking you tho, it's fun. Heheh.

You're the Rosie to my Rose. I honestly think we are them but you know different at the same time. You're slow like Rosie, my slowi, it's cute when you have your slow moments. And I am like Rose, my slow moments are rare.... don't happen as often as yours do. And we are both goofy like them. Idk maybe it is just me who thinks that, oh well.

I'm pretty sure I've told you this, but I want to give you everything. Anything that your heart desires will become yours, I will do the best of my ability to fill those desires. Because you my dear, deserve the world and I plan on giving you the world. If you want a star, I'll reach and reach to give you a star. If you want a cat, we will get a little fur-ball because it'll make you happy, happy you=happy me. Hell if you want a hamburger at 3 am I'll make you a damn hamburger.

I plan on traveling the world with you, sleeping in many hotels, exploring, committing adultery. Being freaks in the sheets and ladies in the streets. We will take lots of pictures where ever we go, maybe even record ourselves so we could watch at later time or show our children. They will see how in love we are with each other. Like for fucks sake! I love you more than Reece's, and you know how much I love Reece's... but they make my stomach hurt sadly, I still eat them sometimes. Anyway I love you more than anything, and our children will see that, and will probably be disgusted of how much affection we show each other.

Anyway love, I hoped you liked this as much as you liked the first one. Also night night, I love you so much