Thug fetish 3:Lost but not forgotten

TF3.C26

The next day Jadah knocked on the door to Jayceons house. She wanted to talk about everything that's been going on.

She decided to keep her outfit simple. She wasn't trying to impress nobody. She wore a cream Nike jogging suit with cream Nike slides. Since she was crying so much yesterday she wore her MK glasses and her hair was in a ponytail that came out of her matching Nike hat.

"Wassup" Jayceons deep voice said catching her off guard.

Jadah took a glimpse at Jayceon, checking out his outfit. She scoffed once realizing they was kinda matching. He wore a cream Nike sweatshirt, light denim jeans, and cream huaraches.

He stepped aside for her to come in. She looked dead to the world and tired.He was starting to feel bad for shutting her out like he did but she hurt him to.

"Jayceon listen. I know what I did was fucked up, and I'm so sorry, from the bottom of my heart I am. I wasn't thinking when I made the decision to cheat. And the whole CI situation I was being eager to get home to my kids, and you. I regret taking the deal and if I could go back and do those five years I would. Because that would've prevented me from cheating and having to deal with being a snitch. I'm not trying to make you feel bad for me. I just want you to forgive me. You been with me since I was 17 Jayceon. Too many years been taken from us and I don't want this to add on". Jadah could feel her eyes burning, but she sniffed them up. She didn't want to cry. She wanted to be serious with him.

In this rare moment. Jayceon was the one speechless. He didn't think Jadah stubborn ass would say all that. He was still confused though. He didn't give her any reasons to cheat. So why did she? He wasn't going to ask because that was less to the real question.

"Did you snitch yet? Tell him or her where any of my locations at? My next moves? Shit is somebody outside right now listening to what you saying through a microphone?". Jayceon words came out more harsh then he expected them to. But he was pissed. The thought of the women he once wanted to marry selling him out made him livid.

"No, Jayceon I haven't said nothing. I promise. And no there is no one outside listening to anything." She said rolling her eyes. His attitude was out of this world but she was going to ignore It because she know what she did.

"Jadah I'm sorry, I'm sorry for lashing out and calling you out of your name. You just pissed me off so bad. You looked me in my eyes and told me you cheated. It didn't even look like you cared. I was seeing red man. I love you Jadah. I told you this before. I love you so much not only for you but you the mother of my kids. I know it hurt you to see another women had my son, but you had two of my daughters at the same time. While in a coma. I got mad respect for you ma, so at the end of the day whatever we go through I still love you. I got a soft ass spot for you whenever I see you I feel like going to war to give you the world. And I know it's fucked up I didn't come to Lay funeral. That shit killing me because I knew her since she was a kid and I didn't go because I was scared to see you.I'm sorry Jadah"

Jadah couldn't keep the tears in anymore. They started to run down her face.She took her glasses off and grabbed a napkin out her purse.

"Look. I hid this from you since day one. Literally. And if we gone start fresh with no secrets, lies, cheating, all that. I need to tell you this" Jayceon said rubbing his hand over his face.

Jadah looked at him. Her eyes red from crying."What? You have a secret family?"

Jayceon wanted to chuckle at that question but didn't. He sighed and looked Jadah in the eyes.