A/n: ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️
🚨 self harm/suicided 🚨
Jughead sat in the trailer crying his dad had moved away but he had stayed for Betty. She came round regularly, she was practically living there. But Jughead was way too hurt right now. He hadn't told anyone but he self harmed every day, and he was just so numb the only good thing in his life was Betty. But he knew today before Betty came round he would end it. Why? Because he would be found, not only found but found by the love of his short life.
But he knew she would move on and wouldn't dwell on the past. Or so he thought.
It was currently 4:30 she was going to come at 5:20 so he had less than an hour to do this. He grabbed a pen and paper, he was writing his goodbyes.
Dear Betty,
I'm sorry I did this but everything was terrible and I couldn't do it anymore. Every day I missed everyone, Jellybean, mom, Dad and Archie. Everyone I've ever loved left me but why? That's just it I don't know, you were the only thing keeping me going but it wasn't enough I hope you understand, if not please tell me that if you lost Polly the twins and your mom you would be fine. I love you so so so much. You woke me up everyday and I could not be more grateful for you. But Archie, my best friend, died last month my dad left three weeks ago, I haven't seen mom or Jellybean in years. Honestly I think you knew this was coming, you knew I hated life, you knew you were the only one left. But you also knew that you couldn't stop me and that I would leave sooner or later. But I love you more than my mom, Jellybean and my dad combined. Please never forget that.
~ Love,
Jughead Jones
He folded up the note put it on the table and walked towards the bathroom. He ran the water into a scolding hot bath. He stepped in crying out all the tears he had kept in all this time. He couldn't do it anymore and there was a slight feeling of happiness as he grabbed the razor and cut his wrist. He silently bled out into the water happy he was finally going to be happy.
Betty opened the door and walked in expecting to see Jughead on the couch. She saw a trickle of water come out of the bathroom.
A sudden feeling of fear washed over her body and she ran, pushed the door open. She had her eyes tight shut. When she opened them she was staring into the lifeless eyes of the boy she loved more than anything. His eyes were completely black and lifeless.
She ran over but she was too late he was too dead to bring back. She ran out crying all of her tears. She ran into the living room and saw the note on the table.
She read it so fast and she cried so much that when she took out her phone to call Fp she could barely see.
*ring* *Ring*
"Betty?" A confused Fp Jones said.
"Mr. Jones- it's-Jughead- hes- dead- he - killed - himself." She cried
"....................."
"I- i- I found h-h-his b-b-body." She choked out
A/n: I cried writing this.
I am so sorry for not posting but I had a really bad writers block on this book. But I'm back and I'm going to try and post every week or something. Love ya❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤
