Random life

Thinking

Hey there

It's Random

And I'm feeling a bit better about the last chapter and what's going on

I guess

So yeah...

How's everybody doin'?

It's been a boring weekend

I have no school work

And everybody is barely talking to me

I get it

Some of you are busy and I can understand

I just wait until you're free

Or do something else

But only 3 of you don't really talk to me

At least that's what I think

You just say "Hi",  chat for a minute and then leave until I send you a message the next day -_-

It's....kinda annoying

And I'm starting to wonder if these 3 are actually my friends or not

I ain't pointing out cuz then I'll make some trouble

But if you're one of the three who reads this...

Then why are you even talking to me? -_-

You just leave me hanging, wondering where you went and why

And having doubts of our friendship

Unless you have a good excuse to why you're avoiding me -_-

*Sighs*

Whatever

Not everyone wants a friend, am I right?

I'm already happy with what I have

And my friends are cool :3

Anyways...

This chapter is called "Thinking"

So...

What am I thinking about?

Well for now...

I'm thinking of what would life be like if...

I was gone

I was never here at all

Or just left suddenly

I know some of you would say...

"It would be sad" or something related

But I'm actually thinking about what everything will be like if I wasn't here

Are my friends ok?

Is my family ok?

Are the people I helped ok?

Is anything different?

Well...

I guess so

I made some people happy

And I guess without me they would have been unhappy still

Or they just got help from my replacement -_-

My family would have less trouble taking care of a child

Since it's one without me

The house would have been different

My brother would be lonely

My parents will......be fine actually -_-

They'll have less trouble taking care of my brother

Since I'm gone

Just one baby in one cradle

With one life

But what about my friends?

Hmmm....

Lemme start with real life friends

In my first school...

Nobody would care if I was gone or not

But in the school I am currently on

Which is my new school

Then yes...

It would be different

I wouldn't have helped a person to not kill themselves

Some friends would have had trouble with stuff

Or they just lost one friend

And maybe one...

Would have a hard time looking for a best friend

He has another

But I'm the one that laughs more with him

Some might have had trouble looking for help

Or...

Another replacement of me -3-

And my Wattpad friends?

...

I don't think I made a difference

Maybe I did, I just don't know it

I wanna tag someone but I don't know if I should XD

I'll just go by nicknames

Ekoing wouldn't have anyone to talk to or laugh with

Nikki would...be fine I guess

Ellie would also be ok

Kawaii will be fine too

Sadia....hmm.....a little bit

Silver would also be fine

Harley too

Aria wouldn't be fine without me, right?

Angie.....sort of -3-

Kozmic is cool

Anime/Ani will be just fine without me

I forgot who that one girl's name is 🤔

I'm just gonna tag her

Sexy_Girl_15 HELLO! O3O

ok...

I would mention these  3...

But nah they're COMPLETELY fine without me :D

That's it I guess

A lot of things would be different

And I'm trying my best not sound like if I'm the important one

Cause I'm not -_-

I'm just a good friend

But nah I'm just thinking

I wonder what do you guys think?

Again I'm not bragging or whatever

It's just a thought :P

Wow this is longer than my usual chaps XP

If you you're still reading this...

Let's play a little game :P

You can ask me whatever you want in this chapter's comment section...

And I'll answer whatever :P

Or do whatever you want

Cause I'm really bored -_-

So idk if this is supposed to be a game or not...

I'm just bored so yeah -3-

I guess that's it from me

Later and G'night :D