Random life

Negativity

Hi

'S Random

And today has been sad

And boring

Sad because well...

A friend of mine is suffering a lot...

Because no one talks to her in real life.

And...

It makes me extremely sad

Why?

Cause I try and try to make her feel better

But there's nothing to make better

Cause it won't get better for her

That's what she says (Not in the joking manner)

She's dealing with a situation that's tough for her because she doesn't want to hurt anybody

Especially the person she's with

It's complicated

And private which is why I'm not saying or pointing out who's dealing with this

I gave her my help and we worked things out

But I have to SUFFER not being there for her in real life

I really wanna hug her so badly!

She needs it!

I want her to be happy and I can't cause she knows it won't work

So what can I do?

I don't wanna say nothing cause there's always a way!

I'm trying my best but HEY...

LIFE IS LIFE AND IT KICKS YOU IN THE GUT

So f!ck!

I don't want her to....get to that point where people leave forever

She's a really great person and she deserves so much more than what she going through

I mean, I don't know the whole story

But I assume it's bad

And I hope her life gets better

I'm praying for that

*Sighs*

I know there are others who need help too

I would tag 'em but...

I feel like I should keep it hidden

To all of you who are suffering...

I really wanna help you out

That's my wish, helping you all the best way I can and seeing you.

I wanna do so much

I wanna change something bad and turn it into good

I wanna do much...

But I can't

Cause I'm just an idiot!

I'm still learning and whatever I do I'm always getting corrected

And taught differently

And I'm talking about my real life problems

In Wattpad...

I wanna help my friends

I really wanna see them happy

I want so much and I can't think right now

I can only think of how badly I'm gonna screw up and loose a few who are close to me!

*Hyperventilating*

IDONTWANNADIEALONEANDIDONTWANNAFAILTOMAKEYOUHAPPY.IWANTYOUTOBESAFEANDHAPPYANDIFNOTHAPPYTHAMFAIR.ILLNEVERFORGETYOUPRECIOUSSOULS!!

*Calms down*

Don't go to that point ok?

OK wait...

I shouldn't say that...

Sorry

I was a little paranoid

But you know what I mean

Stay happy

Be positive about things and always make the right decision everyday

Eventually you're gonna find that victory

But it won't stop there

Life will always find a way to get to you

But we have to learn to control our own lives

Our emotions

And the things we do each day

Live everyday like it's the last

Cause tomorrow is a tough place to reach

So yeah...

I think I'm done here

Unless anyone wants to say something in the comments?

Yeah I'll wait

Anyways, bye!