Random life

Just Some Thoughts

Hello there, It's Random

How's everyone doin'?

Me?

Meh

I'm good I guess

Just tryna survive

And talk to my friends and such

Ya know...

Doing stuff

Yup

Doing great

I'm also tryna stay positive

Not that anything bad is happening

Or that I'm pretending to be happy

It's just, I don't wanna be negative anymore

Not that I was SUPER negative or some crap like that

It's just that, I guess I was influenced by a few friends  (Real life friends, don't worry)

And some of their negativity got on me

And it's not just them

There has been tough times for me as well

And I wanna be happy

But...

I'm sad for the others

For my friends

I feel really bad for those who are hurting

Because I'm stuck here, and I can't go anywhere around the world seeing you people until I'm grown up!

It's sickening to me

I don't wanna wait until I see you in 4 years

I wanna help the ones who need help

And I know there are some that "Don't want help"

But I'll be there for the ones that do

I want to make 'em better

And if I can't...

Then I wish you luck

And if I did help you

Then please...

Show me some thanks or something!

I tried to help someone in the past...

And I guess it worked Idk -_-

But ya know what happened?

She never said thanks nor appreciated me and told me go away

Forever

And it really hurt

Cause I care about her

A lot

And she just...

Left me alone

Without sayin' anything

And she's gone from Wattpad now

I'll never talk to her again ;-;

So..

If I succeeded in helping...

Please show some form of gratitude

At leat enough for me to know that you are grateful for that

...

*Sighs*

I feel stupid

It's ok if you don't need my help just stay safe, ok?

I don't wanna loose anybody close

And I hope that you will all have happy lives with good people surrounding you all

Like me...

I'm a good friend, right?

...

Geez...

Why do I keep thinking about that?

Nah it's fine

I'm really happy with what I already have :)

You know what?

I'm gonna tag 'em to because why not, they're my friends: (These are my online cool friends)
Aria_the_dreamer ❤
naturalhotmess
Harley_Quinn-
Silver_Rose15 :3
zayn-is-king ❤
BlazikenAndFiyaGM Oh hey bro
-Not_Normal o3o
Ellie_The_Neko :O
kawaii1289 O3O
EkoingSkies ❤❤❤
SpaceCat2500 ❤
KozmicKookieDxD

Yeah, that's it for now o3o

If all of you are reading this...

Then you know what I'm gonna say next XD

You all are gonna have good place in my heart :3

I won't forget you guys

;)

Mm...

I hope I get to meet new people too

I mean...

If life lets me XP

But I'm good with what I have now

I don't know what I did to deserve you people

But I think I should shut up cause I'm being too sweet :p

Welp...

I think that's all I had to say

OF course my mind is still running...

And it's not stopping

But I'll do my best to keep my head up

And you should too

So I'm gonna end with this...

Valentine's day is coming soon

Yup...

That holiday

It's all about love

❤

Yeah...

I hate it

I hate Valentine's Day

😒

And it hates me

So yeah...

Have a goodnight everyone

And one more thing...

*Sighs*

Does anyone wanna be my Valentine's? 😑

(Not that anybody cares)

I'm just asking cause I'm bored so yeah 😐

Later!