No one can understand how a woman feels inside, we have dreams and ambitions that we strive to achieve, eventually we get married and start families, but not every woman is so lucky.
Some struggle, fight and go to lengths to fall pregnant while others don’t even have to try. I am 24 and have poly cystic ovarian syndrome, and today I feel as though my life has met the Great Wall of China. I look around me and see family and friends having babies and being content with life, and then there’s me i am smiling to the world yet I am crying inside.
How does one explain how it makes you feel? If my husband cannot grasp how disheartened and broken I am, how will the world understand? Who does one turn to when all you have is yourself? Some days I cry and some days I am numb. Yet what life am i living? I dream of a baby, with hair like mine, and the naughtiest smile like my better half, will this dream ever be a reality? Or will that all it will be? A dream that I will never achieve.
