It Has Been A While

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i haven't written in a while, i have fallen into my depression again.I want a baby so badly that I have forgotten whats happening around me. i woke up this morning with suprisingly no pain, maybe my new medication is working, for the 1st time in ages i smiled when i awoke, my husband was so excited.

i realised that there is no reason to question why me, because it is not only me , there are thousands of woman out there going through the exact same problems, so who am i to question why me? God has his reasons and i should be grateful that i am still alive and have a great family that love me. maybe someday i will have a baby but until then maybe i should just be positive and live my life to the fullest?

I have come to think of these entries almost as if it is my very own diary, it allows me a chance to vent. Thank you for reading, comment if you have similar experiences i would love to here from you. 

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