Woke up this morning in excruciating pain, my husband is worried, but i am not. This kind of pain i am use to, it is just one of my daily symptoms. I feel disheartened, why is my medication not working?
I am so afraid, not only that i might not have kids , but can my husband accept me as i am? They say love conquers all but i am not so sure. How can some one love me? I am not whole or complete, i have baggage like you wouldn’t believe and now to top it off i could be plain empty inside.
Days like today i crave my mothers touch, her voice telling me everything is going to be ok! Im pasting a smile on my face, let me fool the world into thinking im ok! Crying inside to my self, rather that way then people pitying me!
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day?
