Zemblanity | pjm.lm.kth [On Hold]

Chapter 26

Mágoa (n.)
A heartbreaking feeling that leaves long-lasting traces, visible in gestures and facial expressions.

( 2nd Continuation ... )

Chapter 26

Breathed in. Breathed out.

Lisa closed her eyes, trying to calm her sudden anxiety attacks.

After walking out from the ladies room earlier, Lisa rushes to the elevator as she went to a place where nobody can see her.

She didn't even bother to check if the whole plan is doing good. She just went to a certain floor and headed to an empty balcony.

Did Jimin just lie to me?

So what if he does, Lisa?
Everyone lies even you.

She put a hand on her ear as it came upon her by surprise.

But I'm not lying those were true.

Lisa began to feel wave after wave of fear, she could even hear her heart pounding so loudly.

What are you doing now then?
Isn't this called lying?

But I was doing this for Taehyung.

What if he founds out about this?
Do you think he'll be happy?

Stop.

Just like Jimin and Jennie?
He will also replace you
and leave you all alone.

Stop. Jennie never left me.

How about Jimin?

He will stay.

But he lied to you already that means he'll soon leave you.

Please stop.

Race of thoughts rushing through her mind, making her groan in pain.

'What's happening to me?'
She asked herself, eyes were still tightly closed. Suddenly, Lisa started to pant like she's losing air in her lungs, she's smothering and cannot breathe.

She felt crying, so she cries silently. Alone in that little balcony, she sat down on the floor and hugged her knees. Not minding if the dress will get dirty.