Zemblanity | pjm.lm.kth [On Hold]

Chapter 37

Nepenthe (n.)
Something that can make you forget grief or suffering.

( Continuation ... )

Chapter 37

Part of being broken is wanting to be. Putting yourself back together is a choice. It's always like that, we only reasoned to ourselves that it was still hurting us when we can make a move to not stay miserable.

You just need a lot of motivation and strength. The positivity you ignores because hurting is less complicated than trying to actually move on. It's an easy choice and there's nothing hard to work on than to be doleful.

Kim Taehyung wanted to escape from that. He is desperate of forgetting his past as he try to fix the broken pieces which Irene left behind.

Back at his house earlier, he can't stop thinking and staring at a certain photograph of a blonde girl on his MacBook screen. She was eating her ice cream with a wide smile printed on her lovely face.

Which provokes him to also smile all by himself without really knowing the full reason behind of it. And so he decided to take a visit on her place just to clear what he suddenly feels towards the blonde.

He waited in estimated 1 hour and 43 minutes. However just like what he also predicted the wait is worth it. He quickly stand up and walked towards her when Taehyung saw her entering though she didn't noticed his presence, he still hugged her.

It felt like that's what his body has been aching to do with those days that he didn't see her, just to feel up the longing.

He actually starting to dislike the emotions stirring up, mostly when Lisa ignores him just to type a reply with Jimin's text. Although he didn't see Jimin as a competition before? A part of his mind telling him that if he don't move now? He'll lose her.

He can't stand that. Not now.
He already lost Irene. God, please not also her. Not Lisa.

"What's on your mind Taehyung? Are you okay?"
Lisa noticed him become silent. She put aside her phone and changed the channel. She went back to the seat beside him and place her head at his broad shoulder before letting out a short yawn.

"You'll be surprised."
He chuckled and intertwined his hand to hers then Taehyung caressed the back of her hand with his thumb which Lisa find it really cute and sweet, making her heart flutter a bit.

"Why?"
She hummed and lifted her head to look at the gorgeous human being beside her.

"Nothing."