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tana and i were on our way back. i couldn't help but just keep crying. grayson's probably going to break up with me, but right now i couldn't focus on that. what if that kiss meant something to him, and how will alexis feel about this? tana's the best honestly, she's really the only girl friend i have that's my age besides alexis. but i don't think alexis will be my friend much longer. 

the plane landed, and tana got an uber to her apartment. i just walked in the door of my house. i ran to alex's room, in hopes he would be there. i knocked on his door, and he slightly cracked the door open.

"alex can i come in i need to talk to you?" i asked.

"now's not the best time." he said. i pushed the door open and boxes were all around his room.

"are you moving?" i asked with more tears in my eyes. he nodded his head. i went and gave him a huge hug, probably staining his shirt with all of my tears. 

"i still wanna talk to you though, let's go in the living room." i said, and he followed.

"what's up?" alex asked.

"so when me and ethan went to the tiger beat shoot, there was a dare for him to kiss me. at first neither one of us wanted to do it, but then he kissed me. then i got a flight back home because i couldn't take it." i cried. alex pulled me in for another hug.

"kins, you know i love you, but i really think you need to tell grayson. like now." he said, i nodded. i called him.

gray: hey gorgeous, how's the shoot?

kins: about that, there's something i need to tell you.

gray: what's up babe?

kins: so when me and ethan went to the tiger beat shoot, there was a dare for him to kiss me. at first neither one of us wanted to do it, but then he kissed me. then i got a flight back home because i couldn't take it. and i talked to alex about it and he told me i should call you.

gray: um, wow.

kins: yeah

gray: i think we should take a break for a little bit

kins: what?

gray: i just need my space, you need yours.

i could hear him fight back tears. and i was bawling.

kins: oh, okay.

gray: i love you kins, i al-

i hung up. i couldn't take it. i fell to the floor, and alex came and rocked me.

"i love him so freaking much. and he basically just broke up with me." i cried. 

"i'm here for you kins."

"i love you alex, thank you so much."

"love you too kins"