Too good for me. (The Family That Adopted Me..)

Too good for me 9

Heey fans! Another chapter of 'My adopted family (and their incredibley fiiine son)' 

yay!  

Few things I have added. A slide show. It has what the characters look like :D  

And I decided to name this chapter 

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Chapter 9 ~ There's a thin line between the dark side and the light side :)

We kissed for what seemed like forever! We finally pulled apart but my arms remained around his neck and his hands were still around my waist. 

"You know, I've always sucked at goodbyes." Trevor smiled. 

I laughed. "Umm Trev?"  

"Yeah?" he asked 

I closed my eyes and braced myself for what might come. "Why did you choose to, you know, uhm say good bye?" 

He sighed. "I'm not good at commitment. I've always been the player type because I suck at relationships. I'm just scared to have a serious relationship with anyone because I feel that I will fall for someone too hard and too fast." He pulled away and sat on my bed. I followed. "And I feel if I do ... they'll break me. When you first came here I instantley felt an attraction to you. You were small, sweet, hott, and fun to be around. Then the first night when we kissed I felt that I was pulling you to me and you were pulling me to you and I pretty much felt that our love was toxic." 

He reached for my hand and grabbed it. "You know, love is giving someone the ability to crush you but, trusting them not too." I said softly. 

He smiled "And I trust you, but, do you trust me?" 

I stayed silent and thought about it. I really did have to think about it. "Yeah. I do." I said but I really wasn't sure if I did. 

Once a player, always a player. 

he gave me a peck on the lips and said "I better get back to my room." 

I smiled and watched him leave. Once he did I bit my lip and lay on bed. I looked at the picture of him. I saw that it was tear stained, it darkened my sunshine of today but, Trev did have a good reason, right? It makes perfect sense to me. He was scared he would become to vulnerable.  

I fell asleep.

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That week passed quick. Fiona put us to work, splitting us up to do different chores. We snuck out to the lounge every little bit, abit of kissing here and there heehee. Fiona and Bill also made us organize their garage which took 3 whole days but, Trevor and I did it together. Fiona also made us write apology notes to the principal and they had to be at least 3 pages long (SHE IS CRAZY!!!) 

When Monday came I was nervous to go back because I didn't want to see Jake but, Trevor said that if I just stayed with him that we would steer clear of him.  

I straightened my hair, put some black skinny jeans on and a blue all time low shirt. I felt kind of punk but, that's okay. 

Trevor gave me a ride and we got out. The first person I saw was Jake which winked at me and gave me a smirk. I rolled my eyes and continued to walk with Trevor.  

We walked into a big group. It was over whelming because everyone was talled then me and I was in the middle. When I found Trevor I grabbed his hand.  

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After lunch I walked down the halls trying to find my art class. I ran into someone. It knocked me to the ground. I looked up to see an emo-type guy. He was definatley a pretty face.  

"Aw shit. You okay?" He said very quietly. 

"Hmm? Oh umm yeah I think." I stumbled through my sentence 

He held his hand to help me up. I grabbed it.  

"I'm Angie" I smiled. Okay, sure he was a very cute guy but, who says I can't have guy friends. I can have a boytoy (Trevor) and I could have a good guy friend (this guy, hopefully?) 

"Hunter" He gave me a crooked, boyish smile "I like all time low too" he said taking notice to what I was wearing.  

"They have good music, I love the song weightless."  

"Yeah me too. But Angie, are you looking for someone? You look lost." 

"I am. Do you know where Mr. Davids art room is?" I asked. 

"Yeah, I'm going there too."  

We went to class. Hunter was the only one I knew there. I recognized some people but I didn't know them so I just took a seat beside Hunter at the back away from everyone. 

"Why are we sitting back here?" I asked him 

"Well, I sit back here because I need to focus on my art." He told me 

"Oh, I'll um leave?" I grabbed my books. 

Hunter grabbed my arm. "No, stay. I also sit back here because I don't have many friends" he looked down. 

"Oh." is all I managed but I knew I had to cheer him up. "Well, I don't know why. Your nice, funny, and true to yourself."  

He smiled.  

The teacher started talking. "Okay class. OH. Who are you?"  

I realized he was talking to me. "Oh i'm uhh Angie."  

The heads snapped back to me. I smiled. Girls gave me dirty looks when they noticed the guys winking at me. Except one girl she waved. She was a pretty red head. 

"Okay, anyways I am going to give you each a blank piece of paper. I want you to draw your worst fear. Then share it with the person beside you."  

I looked at Hunter and smiled. Once I got my paper I started drawing. I drew a heart and chains around it. I peeked over at Trevors and my jaw dropped. It was a city and the building said love. But I couldnt figure out what it was. He noticed and laughed.  

"It's amazing." I said. 

"Thanks, "he grabbed mine, "wow." 

"I know, I know mines bad." I gave him a half heartedly smile. 

" No, it's uh amazing. Your shading is great, and the scale is wow." he looked at me "You have a true talent."  

"Nah, but, what's yours supposed to represent?" I asked. 

"The cold spot in my heart." He said coldly. "The only thing right now that I fear is love." 

"Woah that's deep" I said, sounding like a complete idiot. 

He laughed. "And yours?" 

"Oh, mine means that I fear that i won't be able to make my own decisions in love. You know, someone is controlling my heart. That's scary."  

Hunter stayed silent. I was nervous that I creeped him out. 

"Hunter?" I asked.  

"That really is .. terrifying." He said. 

"That's what I thought."  

I finished the day. Trevor asked me if I wanted a ride but I decided to walk home. When I got to the back of the school I saw Hunter listening to music. I went and sat beside him. He turned to me and a puff of smoke over-whelmed me. I coughed uncontrollably. Hunter took a cigarette out of his mouth and started laughing. After I was done coughing I started laughing too.  

"Sorry babe, are you alright?" he asked. 

Babe .. was this going too far? Nah, we just met. Wait look what happened with me and Trev when we first met. Whatever, Angie. Just go with the flow. 

"Yeah, Im fine." 

" Want one?" He held the cigarette package in front of me. 

One couldn't hurt could it?