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CHAPTER 38
~*Ryders POV*~
What the h*ll! I dont get Jason. He has everything! Money, family, looks, and he still cant get his life on track! I dont want to hurt him...physically. Weve been friends since forever.
If he died, id be the first one at his funeral crying and wishing he was back. Weve gone through so much! But why does he have to make everyone mad?!
For h*lls sake! Whyd he prank Rayne?! Whyd he f*ck Maya and Jane?! Whyd he have to be like this! Ugh!
He was so much fun until he dumped Monica and started sleepin around. I'll admit, i got into it too when i was 15, but Jason was worse. Kyle helped him along and encouraged the player-ness.
I sighed as i approuched his front door. I knocked and Emily answered.
"Oh hey Ryd! Come in! Jasons upstairs." she said and i smiled at her. I walked upstairs and to Jasons room. I busted in and saw him sitting on his bed looking at the covers.
"Hey Ryder..." he said as he saw me. I walked up to him.
"Hey Jason." i said
"I suppose you're here to murder me for f**king Jane..."
"Well, thats part of why im here. I want to talk to you."
"Good, cause i have a bone to pick with you." Jason snarled.
"And what would THAT be?"
"Maya told me something weird...and Matt confirmed it. They said that...you're playing...me. They said you guy made Rayne pretty...so id fall in love with her. Then she could...break my heart." Jason choked out the last part. I didnt say anything. Da*m you, Maya!
"So youve been trying to hurt me, Ryder? My best friend since we were kids? Why? What did i do to you?"
"You hurt Rayne, Jason. You made her think that she was worthless, ugly and that no one loved her. You made her cry then left her standing alone in the Gym! Da*mit, you hurt her Jason!"
"So you tried to hurt me in payback? By making her gorgeous, then dating her? You underestimate me Ryder." he said and i scoffed.
"In what way?"
"In thinking id try and steal a girl you loved. Sure i wanted to f**k Rayne, all the guys do...but i wouldnt steal her from you after you told me you loved her. "
"What? You mean, you actually would stay away from my girl?"
"Well, yeah...you saying you liked her, made me interested. You saying you loved her made me feel like she was...how do you say...forbidden fruit? I mean i wanted her more, but i knew i couldnt have her."
"Do you like Rayne, Jason?"
"Yeah. I really do like her. People like Samantha are a good f**k, but in the end of the day, thats all they want and think. Rayne had a personality! And i da*m good one! She listened to what i had to say and talked to me...without flirting or any s*xual desire."
"I know, thats why i love her. But i dont get it, you never intended to go further than 'like her'?"
"No. I could actually learn to love her, if i let myself...but i wont. Your my bestfriend and i know you. When Catherine was alive you were fun and lively! When she died, you turned darker and quieter. When you found Rayne, you were alive again! You already lost someone you loved. I wasnt about to ruin your life by takin away another." he said and i sighed.
