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CHAPTER 40
Edited by: blackheart227
~*Jason's POV*~
Whew! Jake and Rayne forgive me! Thank god! Now on to...Monica. I've got so much to apologize for. I called her saggy and loose, which ruined her reputation. I broke up with her just when she needed my comfort. I used her like a doll for s*x for two years.
I approached her front door and gulped. The door opened and Monica stood there in sweat pants and a tank top. She was staring at me.
"I saw you walk up. What are you doing here, Jason?"
"I'm here to apologize, Monica." I said and Monica scoffed.
"You? Apologize?"
"Yes. Can I come in?"
"Sure, but my brothers are downstairs. If you try something, I'll scream." she said. Wow...do I really scare her like that? I nodded and walked in.
"Now, why do you want to apologize?"
"Because I know I've made mistakes in my life, and I want to fix them." I said and Monica stared at me.
"No really. Is this a dare?"
"No Monica, I'm serious! I want to apologize."
"Ok then. Apologize." she said.
"I'm sorry for breaking up with you when you needed me. I was 14 and I freaked out when you started talking about our 'future'. I wasn't ready for that at the time. I broke up with you 'cause i wasn't ready for a serious relationship."
"I know...but couldn't you have talked it out with me, instead of leaving me suddenly, without a word?"
"I know, I should've, I'm sorry! I was scared and a bit disturbed." I said, and Monica sighed.
"Is that it?"
"No, Monica. I'm sorry I used you for sex. I made you do things you didn't want to do, and I didn't respect you like I should have."
"Your right, you didn't. You took my virginity, made me what you wanted, then used me for two years!" Monica said.
"Dammit Monica, I know! And I'm really sorry! I never thought about it, and I just did it. Is there anyway I can prove to you I've changed and that I'm sorry?"
"Well...is that it?"
"Actually no, I'm sorry for calling you saggy and loose. I know Kyle said it first, but I spread it around. I'm sorry, I was into Rayne at the time, and I felt like making her the only girl I wanted, so I made fun of you. I know it ruined your reputation, and I'm sorry."
"Why are you apologizing suddenly?" Monica asked, sitting next to me.
"Cause...I've changed, Monica. I really have. I'm never dealing with sl*ts like Kelly, Opal or Samantha ever again. I talked to Ryder, Rayne, and Jake. Ryder made me realize I was wrong, and Jake and Rayne forgave me for all I did to them. I really am sorry Monica."
"I know you've changed, but I'm sure of it only because of one reason."
"What?"
"You haven't called me Monique yet. You've called me Monica and you havent messed up anyone elses name. You may not realize it, but thats a big change in you." she smirked and I almost blushed. Was I that bad?
"Oh...well...at least that worked."
"Yeah...so you changed?"
"Yep."
