Chapter 1.

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Chapter 1:

Everyone thinks my life is great... My parents are rich, I am the captain of the cheerleading team, my boyfriend is the captain of the football team... Yet I feel as if there is something missing... Something that will make my life change in a whole new way, it could destroy some stuff... But I feel different now. Ever since my sister died... She died 2 years ago. She was 9 years old, and I was 15. She died under my watch... I have blamed myself since she died...

* FLASH BACK *

" Goodnight my little sister... Sweet dreams." I tuck her in.

" Goodnight Lexi, I love you." She turns over and I turn off the lights. I doge the boxes in the hall as I went downstairs, we were moving in a few days and the packing was starting to get major. I sat on the couch and turned on " The Young And The Restless" yeah yeah... I know it's an oldie show but I love it!!! OMG Victoria I want her to be longer in her pregnancy to be able to get the damn paternity test!!!! I want the father to be Ben!! Ugh! He is so ho-

" LEXI!! HEL-" Nyah yells but then something stops her. I hear her scream again and a thud. I sprint upstairs but in the hallway I see a shadow... It's too big to be Nyah's... There is someone in my house, oh my god... I run but also top toe downstairs and lock myself in a closet.

But then it dawns on me.

This person killed my sister.

She's dead.

She's never coming back.

Think positive Lexi.

Maybe he just knocked her out right?!

RIGHT?!

I silently sob... My whole body shakes in the process.

After 3 hours I hear the foot steps leave and hear a car speed away. I unlock the door and look out... The coast is clear. I sprint up into her room... On the floor is my sister dead with a puddle of blood circling her.

She's gone.

" NOOO!!! Nyah!!! Speak to me please!!!!" I pull her into my lap and start sobbing. She can't be gone no... I'm only having a terrible nightmare. Yeah, that's it... If I pinch myself I'll wake right?

I pinch myself.

Wake up Lexi!!!

Wake up damnit! Shit!!!!

" I'm so so so sorry Nyah! I failed you... I love you so much Nyah... Please just wake up and tell me I'm dreaming. Just wake up and tell me you love me. Just wake up and ask me why I am crying. NYAH!!!" I scream.

I love her so so much. My parents don't always get along... She has saved me from just breaking down and crying... They fight and they didn't realize that it impacted us...

I need her.

I want to see that smile again.

I want to hear her say my name again.

I want to hold her again.

I want her to hug me again.

I want 1 more day.

1 more hour.

1 more minute.

1 more second.

All there is now, is 1 more child.

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A/N

OMG I want to cry!!! Poor Nyah. Poor Lexi.

That was fricken hard to write!!!!

OMG comment if you cried/almost cried.

-Connie. 💗❤️

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