Chrihanna Fan Fiction-Die For You

Chapter 9-Remember My Name

I need your touch,

But your hands are locked away

I hear your voice,

You've got nothing left to say

I'll take this scar

Off my heart

I'll take this bullet,

I'll take it for love

So if the lights in the sky come crashing down

I still can find your love even in the crowd

But, will you remember me

Will you remember my name? Remember my name,

Will you remember my name

Remember my Name

Robyn POV

Chris held out his hand flat. I put my hand palm down on his. His warm touch somehow made me shiver.

Chris: Robyn, I know that right now, I'm not fully me, But if you are the first thing I remember then I know what I feel is strong. I wanna wake up every morning for the rest of my life with your Hazel green eyes looking into mine. I wanna wake up with you being so close to me, I find it hard to breathe. I love you Robyn, Will you Be Mrs Brown?

I was now crying and laughing at the same time. The happiest tears that could have ever fallen from my eyes. He held the ring between his 2 fingers

Rob: Y-YES YES!

His smile was so big as his slid the beautiful, beautiful ring on. I kissed him softly, being careful not to hurt him. I looked down at the ring once more. This ring symbolised the rest of our lives. I heard the door open. Mel came in with Nai.

Mel: Sorry But I can't stop her crying I think she wants her momma or daddy... why you crying boo?

She hadn't noticed the ring was now on my finger as she passed Naomi over to me. I lifted my hand

Mel: NO WAY! Just like that it all flooded back?

He nodded

Chris: I remembered the things I thought about her when I woke up by her side each morning and well seen as she found the ring I sorta have to ask

We all laughed and I kissed him once more

Rob: Go get Mic Mel

Mel: Oh he's in the phone to Joyce, she should be down by tomorrow I think Wait till you tell her about this!!!

I smiled and as anticipated, Mel already had a plan for the wedding

Chris POV

The girls started talking about the wedding. I wasn't ready for that shit yet ahaha. I still couldn't fully remember who Mel was. I thought about my momma. I think I could remember her...I think. It was pissing me off how hard I had to try to remember things like the love of my life and her best friend. I reached over to the side table to grab my lyric book. The end of the ship where all our bags were was unaffected so they were able to salvage 90% of the stuff. I had lost the photo of Nai and Rob though. I began to write

Can you imagine, the weight of a world

Placed on your shoulders, trapped in this world

And no-one can reach you, ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh

So no-one can help you, nowwwww

It's getting heavy I think I'm bout ready to break down

I'm standing up, but I'm fallin down

Time keeps on tickin on wish there was a way to slow it down

Someone pick me up, cause I'm fallin down

I'm fallin down, down, down, down,

Down, down, down, down

I'm fallin down, down, down, down,

Down, down, down, down

Rob: What you writing babe

Chris: About all this I guess

Rob: The engagement?

Chris: No me being like this

I held out my arms.

Rob: Well-

She stroked my arms

Rob: I love you, everyone else loves you and you ARE going to get better Okay?

I nodded

Chris: And I am gonna make our wedding the best I can

Rob: Just say yes then, that would make it the best

She kissed me softly

Chris: Lemme hold Nai

I sat her on my lap and sang the song I had just written to her

Robyn POV

Whilst Chris played around with Nai and Mel texted away I emptied put his stay bag. He was singing his song to Nai. I'd never heard him sing with so much effort and heart. I opened up the bag he had taken on the ship with him. His bloody and ripped uniform was on top of the pile. I quickly closed the bag again. He was Chris, but Not Christopher Maurice Brown. He was a broken man physically and as a person. But I knew now every time I looked down at my finger, I would know that Christopher Maurice Brown is in there somewhere.

*Few Hours Later*

Rob: I wanna stay with you

It was 8 pm visiting hours were over

Chris: I want you to stay to

I was laying next to him on the bed. Mel had left an hour ago with Nai and Mic. I was desperate to stay with my baby. I looked at him with a sad face, he had a cheeky grin

Rob: What?

Chris: If you desperate to stay... Hide under the bed for a bit

Rob: Nigga that floor under there is dirty as fuck!

Chris: Your the one who wants to stay!

I squeezed underneath the bed out of sight. Just as I did so the doctor came in

Doc: Everyone gone Chris?

Chris: Yes sir

Doc: Okay we can leave you on morphine over night if you like

Chris: I'll have my own pain relieve doctor

I had to put my hand across my mouth to stop myself laughing

Doc: What do-

Chris: Oh nothing yes that would be fine thanks

Doc: Okay, see you tomorrow any issues press the panic button.

I waited to hear the door close and shut again before climbing out. Chris was laughing already.

Rob: The things I do for you bitch

He held up his arm for me to nuzzle under

Chris: Only cause you lurvvv meeee

I slowly closed my eyes as he stroked my ringed finger.

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