I haven't talk to Jonah in forever. Since then it's felt as if all the happiness was sucked out of me.
Why do I have to feel like this? It's not like I like him anyways..
I sigh. I don't even go outside anymore.
What the hell is wrong with me?
I got up from bed, throwing all my tissues in the trash. While this friendship breakup happened, I had also gotten sick. I went to shower, and get dressed. Also because I had not posted on Instagram, I found an old picture of me from Halloween and posted it.
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camilaaacollins do you miss me like I miss you
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camilaxjonah BITCH YOURE BACK
smilesforcamila fucked around and got attached to you
user1 friends can break your heart too
jomilaforlife and I'm always tired but never of you
amberdahawk he's not worth the tears babe
seaveydaniel miss u
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camilaanddaniel YALL #DAMILA IS REAL BITCHES I KNEW IT SLKMXMKP
sophialawford damn it just when I thought you'd be gone forever
sophialawford please die
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camilaaacollins @amberdahawk he's worth everything i think im love with this kid i just want to call him and hear his beautiful voice i want to facetime him at 3 in the morning and stare at his face i want to hang out with him like i used to and i want to laugh at his stupid jokes and hear his beautiful laugh i miss him, everything about him. Could not send. Tap to try again?
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I take my car and drive to Walmart to get more food. Once I got there, I put the hood of my hoodie and put it on my head. I get strange looks from people, probably because I look like shit but I couldn't care less of what people thought of me right now.
I grab cartons of ice cream, 3 bags of chips, and some chocolate. Then I check out and get my bags. I get a text from someone, and as I pull out my phone I bump into someone.
"Sorry!" I say looking up.
What luck. It's Jonah.
yay.
"It's fine!" He says, until he looks down and recognizes me.
"Cami?" He says.
I shrug and walk away.
Then I hear footsteps.
"Stop following me Jonah." I tell the person.
"Cami, can I at least know what happened?" The voice asks. I shake my head.
"You already know what happened, so ask yourself." I reply, walking into the parking lot.
"Camila..look at me. Please." He says. I couldn't look at him though. It hurt too much.
I kept walking until I got to my car. By then I hoped he had given up, but unfortunately he was still following me.
"Jonah..please stop." I tell him, opening my car and getting in.
"I just want to apologize." He replies.
"Now isn't the time, just leave me alone." I tell him, closing the car door, and driving off.
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*1 day later*
www.sweetnews.com Uploaded 6 hours ago, 5K reads, 2K likes. Jonah Marais with two girls?
19 year old Jonah Marais, in the boyband Why Don't We, has been caught with two different women. One girl, supposedly rumored to be 19 year old Instagram star Sophia Lawford, with Jonah at a party kissing. The other girl, who could be 18 year old YouTube and Instagram star Camila Collins was caught fighting with Jonah in a parking lot. In early December, they were quite close, until just one month ago. Could this have to do with Sophia? Is Jonah really using these two? This is Sweet News, stayed tuned for more.
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I shut my computer. How the hell did the paparazzi find this shit out? I groan. I really did try to be unproblematic.
